Lia,
I never thought i'ld give in to Emma and Bella's request that easily. I really didn't want to rush out in the open while knowing there are people out there to get me.
Speaking of which , who was that guy i met at the club 'his name... Adam' , i left with him , i stirred myself, just then to realise am on bed i quick open my eyes. Quick scanning the room 'am at Adam's place' , i check around for him but he isn't there .
'What was i expecting , am just a onenight,'
My face flushes red with embarasment realising i was hopping to wake up in his arms , I don't remember what i did . Maybe i was super bad that he had to leave before i could even wake up . A slight thunder pain hits me i press my temples . Am getting the aftermath of last night's booze .
'I better get going before I embarrass myself more'.
I turn to the lamp table my purse is there, but my meds are out , terrified of what i might have done i quickly jump out of bed .
'No wonder he left i must have been a pain ',
Am so depressed with Adam's absence . But hell i got to keep my shit together . I just wanted someone to hold me and so i had one last night , 'did something even happen between us', i regret having drank so much my head is banging so hard , i wanna throw up .
I looked for my clothes but i couldn't find any. When i head to the bathroom a fragment of last night comes up 'Adam lifted me up and i wrapped my legs around him , kissing intimately', i can't help but feel a tingle . I wished to taste his lips , the sobber me can't remember how it felt ,
I quickly grab my purse and rush out, i just don't know what to do when i see him , i still don't remember what happened but i feel disposed , am probably just a onenight to him, he's probably done the same with many other girls.
I was on the 19th floor , when the elevator went down , i dialed Emma she didn't pick up my first call , I dialed again she picked up on the second ring .
" come pick me up " i blurted quick as i got out of the elevator, i could feel people's eyes on me , then again who wouldn't look at a girl dressed in an oversized shirt with with heels walking like she just stole something .
" where are you " , her voice was grumpy, i must have woken her .
"Umm..." i rushed to the reception at the lobby carefull enough to not embarrass myself than i already have by tripping .
" excuse me, what's the building name? " , i was almost out of breath but still finished with a grin, i could tell i look silly from the way she gazed at me "falcom...", i cut short before she could finish
"Emma! Its falcom... " i trailed off , it sounds familiar,
" Lia are you drunk, don't you know you live at falcom residence " she snorts ,
" God Lia i'll kill you for this "she shouts at me
" goodnight Emma i love you" I chuckle sheepishly . And hang up, i look around while heading back to the elevators, 'it sure is my place '
I just moved in a week ago , my parents insisted that i should stay at a highly secured place , after my incident two years ago
When i arrived at the 18th floor it hits me that i just spent a night at the 19 th floor,
'i just had a one nightstand with a guy living just few feet above me , shit this is gonna be hard for me , '
i think i just thought that out loud.
I try to control my shocking revelation , i share this floor with someone so i wouldn't want to make a scene, i fumbled with my lock , gladly I didn't forget my passcode.
I pour myself a glass of water,to calm my nerves .
Its been two days already since i had my onenight ,i can't shake off Adam's image from my head. It's exhausting his face keeps on getting clear and clear, And the thought of meeting him just makes me nervous, I successfully avoided going out these two days but not today, Emma insisted i should attend my pieces' auction.
I've never really been intrested in the family busness , i leave my brother to handle , actually 'step brother ' . I based my studies on mind and behavior since I've always wanted to help people understand what they need, In my sessions i would use painting as achor to help them calmly open up ,
I got to use my speciality and hobby at work ,
I stopped taking sessions when I couldn't deal with my own , i also started seeing. Specialist and things have been good so far . Except for my episodes, which are triggered by sadistic behaviors.