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Chapter 19 - Lovely yet painful

1.

Some wounds should not be touched

As if it would bleed

The scene hasn't changed

The memories play back like the film

The past memories are everywhere

Some memories never fade away

Some memories never wear out

Sky darkening

As if it swallows everything

-❤ella

2.

A suit of armor, chosen for us that won't come of.

Or maybe it's a distant, unwavering intent.

This star carries them all with it, as we yet live on today.

-❤radwimps

3.

An old folk

Just like our story

The coming storm

Became another song.

-❤ella

4.

Illusion never changed into something real

Am all out of faith,

This is how I feel.

Am cold and am ashamed.

You're a little late.

Am already torn.

🎤

-❤'torn' Imbruglia

5.

I still missed you at the end of the story.

No one can make the right decision forever.

Its illegal to venture the unknown

-❤city of ember

6.

I finally realized, promises that cannot be kept are shackles.

Why keep something that can hurt?

In reality, happiness is always out of stock.

Life is indeed an odyssey.

For things to last, one must abide with the principles of the universe.

'Cause its illegal to venture the unknown.

-❤ella

7.

Without a choice,

Fate has left me with nowhere to go.

Reality has ruthlessly abandoned me,

Not allowing me the chance to even shed tears.

-❤ella

8.

There is a route that is indeed lot easier

But I don't want to take the shortcut at the age where I can take a detour

Even if I fail, I still want to work towards my dreams

That way, I will not hate the present me when I grow up.

-❤ella

9.

You are as pure as freshly-fallen snow,

Laying a finger on a woman like me would only sully you,

And so, I must bid you goodbye

However, even we insist that some love should be forbidden,

The heart still wants what it wants.

-❤ella

10.

I know what it means to follow one's heart and not go beyond one's bounds.

I'll dive deep

I have fallen all the way

Happily, there's no escape

Surrender to your heart

Fantasy, feel it rushing over me

Take your time

Just unwind

Give us all day and night.

-❤ella

11.

We're not alone

We share no stories

Just something in your eyes

Don't be afraid

The shadows know me

Let's leave the world behind

-❤darkside

12.

You are flamboyant, like a ball of flame in the depths of the sea; tempting and enticing, but full of danger.

But she's cold and her voice is like a fog, hiding sunken depths of sadness and loneliness.

-❤ella

7:33pm

13.

We try love with a blindfold

Maybe it's a counterfeit

Maybe it's gone mouldy for a long time

Maybe it's been gnawing by countless rats and cockroaches

But we have no idea about it.

-❤cicada-

14.

World is a paradise of gray,

Without anyone ever being in complete bright ray

Man created a fantasy,

Where anyone can wander easily

Mankind doin' fine

Until they found themselves lost in vine

Loneliness like never-ending arrows in void

Lashes out the bliss of the sweet brine

-❤ella

15.

Take your time to savor everything, no matter what you're doing.

Don't be so reckless, you'll never get to enjoy the process, and you'll find yourself suffering more often than not.

-❤ella

16.

Truth is everywhere. But it can't be explained clearly. What can really be explained is not truth.

What can be explained is reason. But since ancient times, there has no division between truth and reason.

I don't know what truth is, but I stick to reason and pursue truth. I can't say it clearly. All depends on comprehension.

-💛-

17.

This is my love song to you

Let me tell you,

Am always yours

I will never stop choosin' you

I will never get used to you

Cover my eyes

Cover my ears

Tell me you're not a lie

Still hopin' you'll be mine

Still prayin'.

-💛

18.

The things we lose have a way of coming back to us in the end.

If not always in the way we expect.

But answers do not come so easily for you and me.

-💛-

19.

Its not good

I know now,

Late in the game

I can't keep goin' on like this

But,

I already knew from the start

It'd never be different.

-💛-

20.

All I need is a love in my life

All I need is a love in the dark

A little but am hoping it might kick start

Me and my broken heart

-❤lyrics