I always keep a distance
So I don't get too close
I always keep a distance
So they don't get too close
Keeping a distance is isolating oneself
With that distance, one decides to be lonely
Surviral, right?
This is my survival strategy
I've run like a racehorse wearing blinkers
That's how I survived this far
And that's how I'll survive in the future
I had to keep a distance
I pretend that I don't know
If I get caught that I know,
Then I can't pretend that I don't know
I just want to see what I want to see
If I see too much,
I will get lost
I don't care at all
Even if I do
It's of no use
I just want to believe what I want to believe
Then I will be happy with that
I just want to remember what I want to remember
Because I want to protect myself
-20's-
-💛ella-