It seems people are inclined to lie to themselves, even if the truth is right in front of us, we can still distort it to make it the way we want it to be.
-💛ella
Let me sleep.
For in dreams, we enter a world that's entirely our own.
Let me swim in the deepest ocean or glide over the highest cloud.
-💛ella
If I could only have this life for one more day
If I could make yesterday be today
I would still choose to be with you
Spend again all the things we do
-💛ella
Gathered stones like jade
Pine trees in a row like jadeite
The youth's beauty unparalleled
Second to none in the world
-💛ella
In the meantime,
there's happiness and distress
surprise and joy, and
Sorrow as well as sadness
But no matter how confusing and baffling the situation is, "escaping" will never be the best solution to all this.
-💛ella
I want to tell you my stories
And I also want to hear yours
Both good and bad
But the most important is that the rest of the stories of life are all about us.
-💛ella
What I owe to the former
How I've been cruel to the latter
I'm at the end of the rope
Little late, they painfully landed
Yeah, sadly, painfully.
-💛ella
Sometimes, when I least expect it, I feel afraid, and have doubts about the future. I can't help that.
-💛ella
"Compromise where you can, where you can't, don't. Even if everyone is telling you that something's wrong, something's right. Even if the whole world is telling you to move, it is your duty to plant yourself like a tree, look them in the eye and say 'no'."
-💛ella
Sometimes I think that I wont meet someone who I hope to meet for a long time.
But when I don't hope to meet,
The person is likely to challenge my eyes.
-💛ella
Sometimes, we're swayed by unimportant things and get lost.
But what matters the most is that, we know how to go back.
-💛ella
We do not wish to know
Any other speech may break
The bond which keep us apart.
-💛ella
Sometimes, in this world, you need to keep something important a secret in order not to fall hypocrite in the eyes of others.
Some things are indeed better left untold.
-💛ella
No matter how you grieved or hated the past
Past is a past that you can no longer change,
If you hold on to it, you can't move forward to your future.
The only thing you can do to keep going is to accept the past and forgive.
-💛ella
Those words still haunt me
Never fail to hurt me
You're undoubtedly cruel
You still speak of those words
Like you care but all is against me
- 💛ella
I want to be like you, too
Be brave enough to face the difficulties that I dared not face before.
-💛ella
We're sailing in the sea without a map
We don't know what will happen in the future
We're filled with fear and uneasiness
But even in the angriest thunderstorm
I'd still want to move forward bravely
Because I believe that we're not far away
From the shore that we want to go to.
-💛ella
You've grown up and learned something. You'll leave someday.
Like a bird who has to find food for itself. No progress will be made if it stays under its parents' wings and wait for the bugs sent to its mouth.
-💛ella
It was all just temporary fireworks. No matter how beautiful it was, they would just end up in the pitch black sky.
-💛ella
I'll bid farewell for my painful past with a hopefull cry, childish goodbye, bitter smile and a blessed mind.
-💛ella
In a strange place,
where there are butterflies in the chest.
You: I don't believe in fate.
I: But I believe in it.
-💛ella
What I've seen and what I've read
Building a block of useless thread
What lies within that cannot be seen outside
And what's visible that hides the truth of the inside
-💛ella
Even if we stop talking to each other,
I want you to know that its possible to love in silence.
'Cause life is real, it's not an enigma,
We wait patiently to see what it holds.
-💛ella
Always remember,
Never accept the world as it appears to be
Dare to see it for what it could be.
-💛ella
Its always like this,
Our timing is always off.
-💛ella
How can I write a song that's about us
If there's nothing between us
I promised that my writing wouldn't last
Then I wrote a poem that's not about you
Only to find out that its all for you
-💛ella-
But life is a game of chess. We have different roles and play trickly; A king is always afraid of losing his queen; And a queen risking everything just to protect her king. We never knew its done until its "check mate". But another game will start all over again.
-💛ella
Just for the moment,
the beauty of budding is the promise,
but the blooming flower's the only possibility,
that the fruit is yet to come
-💛ella-
The old memories that dried-up already crawled out again because of you.
The dried-up tree sprouted leaves.
The dried-up years of not having you tormented me to no return.
How awful.
-💛ella-
A message to me: Getting used to being alone is a really terrifying experience. Go ride with the wind. Fly to the sky. Explore the world.
-💛ella
Many words left untold, Even I tried but dare not to be bold 'Cause I cherish the numbered time we shared Hoping these time could be prolonged as I care.
-💛ella
Love is extreme without reasonability Two people involve in balance harmony Yet in one-side feeling it's indeed pitiful Breaking a firm passion can be as regretful
-💛ella
I am a queen I reign to command
I fight to conquer
Yet I didn't get what I want
And didnt own who I like.
-💛ella