Am I in your head,
Half as often as you're on my mind?
Why are we allowed to dream, even though we're so insignificant?
Why are we allowed to hold hope in our lives, even though one day they'll end?
Why is it that everything that we were given just slips through our fingers?
And isn't it unsightly that we cling to them all the same even though we are born into such a wasteland?
Why do we keep something that can hurt us
When we can just throw them away?
I haven't thought about this kind of problem, fate is something that you cannot obtain by force.
Can you defy the heavens ?
Ready to fall in hell?
If it means we both lost in abyss.
Even if you know you are destined to lose me if you are being too greedy?
Beyond the insatiable desire
Lies the unbearable aftermat
Self-consumed conscience
Unknown to me, so fast, uncut
Can you still stay?
When will you truly understand that when some things leave you, no matter how hard you try, they'll never come back?
Never ever come back...
Your vow:
I'll give my love to you who shined gently like the moonlight on the path I walk.
As I respond:
I hope to shine on you forever.
When did everything starts to turn wrong?
Why is it that an ex with a friend is forbidden and that the two people who are most familiar in love should not be blessed?
Why do you appreciate the flowers others can pick but I did not even have the opportunity to smell?
....the world can never give you the feel of belongingness,
You have to find it within yourself.
If you don't even think you belong anywhere,
how will you find the right place in this wild world?
Life is so small and funny at the same time.
I am rather calm about the whole situation
I was supposed to be freaking out
Ironic, isn't it?
What happen to the memories we shared?
All the things we talk;
All the laughters we shared;
All the nonsense jokes you've spoken.
what happened?
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