I'm facing daddy with his mad face. He's so mad. I know that! With his fist close so tight and glaring eyes. I just want to runaway.
"What did I heard?" Kalmado pero nakakatakot yung boses ni Daddy.
"D-dad I'm pre-pregnant!"
*Pak* that is a hard slap I've ever get.
"Hon/Dad!" I heard my mom and ate shout.
I touch my left cheek. It hurts and I know pulang-pula ito but it hurts badly when my own father slaps me. Mas masakit pala tu mentally.
"Who's the father?!" Nagulat ako sa sigaw ni daddy, d ko na imagine ganito pala ang kalabasan sa maling ginawa ko.
"Si C-CJ po b-but that d-don't tell them, p-please." Knowing dad he will surely tell his parents and forcing him to marry me and there's no way!
"Clay Jan Azten?" Patanong ni daddy! But I can't answer, randam kong pipiyok ako kapag magsalita.
"IS IT HIM!?" Napaluhod naman ako bigla sa takot at kaba na baka sabihin nya sakanila.
"Y-yes po! D-dad please don't tell him, please!" Umiiyak na ko ng grabe at d ko na mapigilang umagos at walang pakialam yung luha ko basta kusa nalang ito dumadaloy.
"I'm begging you!" I'm crying out loud! I feel the heat of my eyes and soring of my throat. Yung mga luha ko nakikita ko na sa carpet namin. D ko maharap si daddy kaya yung sapatos nyang pang office ang nakikita ko. I'm scared I feel like I'm in the time of my death.
"Give me reasons kung bakit ko, HINDI SASABIHIN SAKANYA!" Dad is shouting, I know I hurt him and break his trust. And I'm so sorry for that.
"Because...because he DON'T LOVE ME!" I can't take this anymore.
"That's not what the answer I like to hear Thea. You both need to arrange marriage because of your doings!" N-no...hindi! Mali tuuu hindi dapat! Ayokong masaktan pati yung anak ko.
"D-dad please let Thea, I help her naman sa pag bububtis nya. Wag nyo lang po syang pahirapan!" Ate is crying na din. Just please sana wag ng idamay si ate.
"You want your sister tu have her family broken, kailangan nya ng katulong kailangan ng apo ko ng ama!" He called my child apo! Daddy is not mad! So what do I call that now. Confuse?
"Pero hon! Gusto mo bang makita ang anak nating nasasaktan! She told you that guy is not inlove with your child anymore! Ayaw kong lumaki yung anak nya sa pilitang pag mamahal ng ama!" That's hurt when you heard it in front of your mom. He don't really love na talaga. Words can really hurt you.
I saw how dad's face soften parang galit na aso na bigla nalang nakita yung amo at bumait, biglang lumuhod si dad sa harap ko at niyakap ako. Mas lumakas yung hugolgol ko dahil sa ginawa ni dad. After all his my dad.
"I'm sorry sweetie, daddy is just shock of what happen. Im so sorry!" I felt the tears of my dad on my shoulder. He don't be sorry.
"No dad! I'm the one who is sorry! I make you guys disappoint." Tinulungan ako ni dad na tumayo at hinarap sakanya.
"Don't forget that daddy's love you no matter what." He kissed my forehead. I want my child to have that sweet father but I can't make him back.
"Your going to Korea! I want you and your ate to migrate their." What no!
"But dad!"
"If you don't want me to tell him just follow me." But how about ate, she has her life in here, her friends.
"I can just go dad without ate, she has her life here." Bigla naman may bumatok sakin.
"Who's gonna help you, your pregnant idiot!" *Pout* sakit nun.
"But how about your friends here."
"Your more important to me little sis." She kiss my hair. Lumapit din si mom at niyakap ako like what ate and dad do she kiss my head. We're all crying, but it's feels so good.
Thank you God! For this wonderful family. I wish to have like them with my child. But what can I do I can't make him back, he has his own life and he have her girl. And I have my angel with me.
"D-daddy..." My eyes are watering and I can't believe this. He's infront of me. Akala ko ba d sasabihin ni daddy.
"It's good that you are already here Thea." sya lang ang nandito, he's not with his parents.
"Good morning tito, can I ask why you called me?" Giving me a cold stare it hurt me so bad.
"Let's get it straight, do you love my daughter?" oh my ghad, I don't want to hear this.
"Sorry tito but I don't love your daughter." I can't help a tear fall in my eyes. Ang sakit! Hindi man lang syang nag dalawang isip na sumagot.
"That's all I want hear, but let me ask you did something happen between you and my daughter?" Daddy!
His confuse and the same time shocks.
"Yes Tito, I'm sorry." Nakita ko ang kamao ni daddy naka siradong mahigpit..
"Okay you can go! But don't go near my daughter again!" I just let my tears fall down my cheeks. Tumayo na si CJ at hinarap si daddy.
"I promise tito." Before leaving he face me with cold eyes.
"CJ!" I follow him outside our house, narinig ko pa yung tawag sakin ni daddy.
"Althea please just stop! I told you I don't love you anymore, that night is just nothing I already love her. Are you that desperate to tell your father about that!" He really think that! I can't help myself and slap him.
"Jerk! I don't care if you don't love me! You don't have the right to insult me! And for your information I didn't tell dad to force you, you don't know anything! Jerk! Doon ka sa Shamai mo! That bitch!" After saying those words I slap him so hard.
"You deserve that as*hole!"
"I know deserve this but don't you ever call her a bitch." he turn around and walk away. I let my body fall in the ground and let my tears fall down my cheeks. It hurts so bad