Mahirap pala talaga kapag nasaktan matagal ka pang maka move on. And the hardest decision I'll make.
"Ate are you sure sasamahan mo ako? But you have your life here." I don't want ate to be force. I don't want to be the hindrance for her.
"I rather choose my sister, I can have my life there Thea. Don't worry I want this too." Ate kiss my forehead. I thank God for giving me a understanding sister.
"Girls we need to go." Lumapit ako kay Daddy habang si ate Lia naman lumabas na dala yung maleta nya.
"Dad, are you still mad?"
"No sweetie, Daddy will never be mad at you." Dad's embrace is the best one in the world.
"I will miss you and ate. Promise me you take care of yourself and...." napahawak ako sa small bump of my tummy.
"And my apo." My heart is melting, I don't know, hearing Daddy calling my child apo. It's so sound sweet.
"Thea you need to go na."
"Yes po, I will miss you guys." I hug both Mom and Dad before going down stair to got to ate.
"My Ghad, Thea we're late!" I rolled my eyes, ang OA talaga ni ate.
"We still have one hour ate."
"Still!" Tsk!
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"Hmm! I love the smell of winter." I raise my eyebrow.
"What's smell?!"
"Winter?!" ano ba ang amoy ng winter? I just feel cold.
"Ms. Valldin!" napatingin kami ni ate Lia sa sumigaw. A guy with a good body built d gaano mataba d gaano kapayat. Pero d rin gaano ka masculine. He's cute too, but not my type.
"Handsome isn't?"
"Ayaw ko ng singkit."
"Ayaw singkit din naman si CJ. (Whisper)" ano daw?
"What?!"
"Nothing we should go now his waiting. Gaja! (Let's go!)" nothing daw pero may binulong naman kanina.
Naunang lumapit si ate Lia sa singkit na koreano na yun.
"Annyeonghaseyo! (Hello!) I'm Lia Valldin and this is my sister Althea." I bowed and start the staring contest with him. Kanina pa tu nakatitig sakin eh. Type siguro ako nito, but sorry wala ako sa mood to know him.
"Gaja! Hal-abeoji (grandfather/grandpa) is waiting for the both of you. Btw, I'm Yunjin Fuentes, at your service." sabay wink niya sakin. Yuck! So his a Filipino.
"Let me take care of your lugages, Althea-ssi." dahan-dahang tumaas yung kilay ko.
"You don't have too I can take care."
"I insist."
"Ani! (No!)"
"Thea, respect him. Don't be like that he just want to help." I glared at ate, sinabayan pa eh.
"Edi okay!" I push my luggage right at his front and it hits his body. Buti nga!
"Taray." ano daw?! nagtatagalog siya?!
"Thea!" lumaki yung mata ko ng nagkamali yung hakbang ko. No!!!!! Hinintay kong maramdaman yung sahig pero bakit hindi?!
"Bulag ka ba? Muntikan ka na dun pano na yang baby mo?!" pano nya nalaman.
"Eh!" tumayo ako ng maayos at lumayo sa kanya ng kaunti. Sinalu ba namn ako.
"Nagtatagalog ka pala eh!"
"Your welcome ah." Tsk!
"Yah! Gaja!" I glared at Yunjin one last time before I follow ate. Bwesit na singkit na yun!
"Hal-abeoji!" Tumakbo ako papunta kay grandpa.
"Yah! Slow down Althea!"
"Halmeoni!"
"Mga Apo!" My grandma is a filipina but she married my grandpa and his a pure korean. Pero grandpa knows how to speak tagalog a little bit. Tinuruan ni Lola eh, sana may mahanap din akong katulad ni lolo and daddy. We hug Lola and Lolo. I miss them, ang tagal ko din silang d na kita.
"Your so beautiful Althea, how my apo and the baby?" they're excited to meet my child.
"Halmeoni, my baby is okay." I think so and it's my priority now.
"Ohhh my grandchild is a woman now." I can survive like what my grandma say I'm a woman now and I'm strong.
"Hal-abeoji, I'm still your little girl!"
"Ehem! Halmeoni, Hal-abeoji. I need to go right now, I'll be back tomorrow. Annyeong!" Epal namang singkit na tu! He kiss my Grandparents in the cheeks and then he look at me.
"Annyeong Ally-ssi!" hearing those word make me angry. I hate calling me Ally! I'm ready to shout na sana but he already left. Argh!
"Who is that halmeoni?" tanong ni ate Lia.
"Grandchild of a good friend hija. His a good guy you must know him Thea. His the guys you can dream of." Yuck! He didn't even got my attention.
"That's what I told Thea halmeoni." she's teasing me! Ayaw ko ng singkit.
"Okay Girls! You need to rest already, you know where your room is, your halmeoni clean your rooms but we didn't throw some things." My ghad! I miss my room.
"Ne!" Tatakbo sana ako ng maalala ko, buntis pala ako. I touch my belly and I slowly walked upstairs.
I can't be angry with this child. This is not his/her fault, so my child deserve the love of the whole world. Wala na din naman eh, baka d matanggap ni.....niya yung anak ko. He can't even accept me. Pero paano kung hanapin ng anak ko yung ama nya, what do I do? Siguro mas mabuting wag na niyang malaman may anak na syà. Baka nga pagbalik ko sa pilipinas may pamilya na sya. It hurts thinking I can saw him happy with his wife and his child.
*Ting* I look at my phone, that must be mommy. D pa pala ako nagsabi dumating na kami. But I know ate already told them. Kinuha ko yung phone ko sa pocket ko at tinignan yun habang paakyat sa hagdan.
From: CJ❣️
Hey! Sorry about what happen but don't expect to much, Shamai just ask me to say sorry to you. I love her, so please stop loving me already.
I felt I'm ready to fall down stairs, my tears are falling right now that I didn't even notice. Napaatras ako at nag katapilok. I'm ready to fall, pero ang baby ko. I'm waiting pero bakit?
"Ikalaw na tu." tinignan ko ng tingin yung sumalo sakin. but it's too blurry because of my tears. He swipe my tears off.
"Crying will not help your baby's health." He help me stand pero my right foot is sprained.
"Aw!" I heard a sigh from him.
"I carry you, if that's okay? Lalagyan ko na din ng ice you foot mo it's swelling." namamaga nga yung right foot ko. maskit!
"If.. that's okay with you." tinatamad na din naman ako.
"Okay." He carry me with bridal style.
"Your so heavy!" Nang lait pa talaga.
"Yah!" sinamaan ko ng tingin si, ano nga yung name nya. Junjin? Jin? Yun.....? YunJin?
"I'm stating the fact!"
"Edi ibaba mo ako!"
"No, kawawa yung baby mo."
"Wow hah!" mas worried pa sa baby ko eh, ano gusto ko ? sakin ma worried ewww!