"Hello, my name is Hiro Satomi. It's nice to meet you."
"You're seat is over there in the middle."
My introduction at my new school was brief and bland. I wanted to forget my life back in my old school and try to start over. I wanted to forget the feeling I had when I had beaten those two girls to the ground.
The feeling...of happiness.
I did what I always did back in my old school, except this time I didn't offer to help anyone with anything. I stayed in my own shell, never trying to leave, nor did I ever let anyone inside it. I was alone, like I should've always been.
"Why are you trying to hide it?"
That question struck me as odd. I looked up from my tired arms to see a girl standing there. Her hair was as golden yellow as the sun and her eyes were a dark brown. Her lips looked soft and moist and she stood at a pretty tall height. Her face was that of a model.
So why? Why was this girl talking to someone like me?
"You're hiding such a wonderful part about yourself," the girl said. "I want you to show it to me."
Her voice felt dark yet relaxing as she spoke those words to me. The dark presence surrounded me and drew me further away from the light. But strangely, it felt relaxing.
"My...wonderful part of...myself?" I said, extremely confused.
"You know, your...sadistic side."
"Sadistic...side?"
It felt like she was tempting me into something that was wrong, but it also sounded like she was promising me pleasure from doing it as well. I grew interested.
"You smiled quite cruelly when you beat the conscious out of those two girl. You must've really enjoyed it: The feeling of causing pain. The joy of seeing the painful expression as you watch them in complete agony. I would love to experience that pain~!"
I knew exactly what she was talking about now. But how did she know? Did she go to the same school as me, or did someone tell her? No. Nobody could've told her because nobody at that school knew my name. She must've been a student at that school.
"Please don't bring that up to me again," I calmly said to her. "That part of me is dead, and he's never coming back."
"Awwww... Come oooon~," she begged. "Please~ just a gut punch! Or maybe you can strangle my soft and tender neck! Or maybe you can take my virginity in the most painful way possible. You can fuck me until I bleed to death! There's no need for you to be gentle! YOU CAN DO ME AS HARD AND AS PAINFUL UNTIL YOU'VE KILLED ME ON THE INSIDE~!!!"
"Ok, I've had enough of this!"
Another student cane over and yanked her by the hair and led her to her desk. She calmed down a little, but was still in ecstasy.
"Sorry about her," the student said. "She's an extreme masochist, so she tends to try and get some of the other students to...well...you know."
"Oh...I see."
"Just...try to stay away from her."
Honestly, the way she tempted me...almost succeeded.
Ever since that day, that same girl kept on trying to tempt me into turning back into that monster from the past. I didn't want any part of it.
After some suggestive teases, she then started going over-the-top with her temptations.
She would pull me into a bathroom, lock the door, and would make me watch her masturbate right in front of me. She tried deepthroat kisses, flashes, and even tried to get me to tie her up with bondage rope. This continued for the rest of my highschool years.
And then graduation came...and I never saw her again.
When I took a part-time job during my high school years, I was able to save up enough money to rent out an apartment in Tokyo. I was able to get accepted into Tokyo University and my parents celebrated by throwing a small party, but I couldn't enjoy it. I was never able to live the life that I've always dreamed of.
A life...of an adventurer.
When Xylvia and I were friends, I always made sure to keep this part of myself hidden, because I knew that she would want to stay away from me if she ever found that out.
But ever since I found the Devil's Blade, I took me everything I had to keep myself from going insane. And I don't know how much time I have before the demon inside me takes over.