GEL'S POV
I still didn't introduced myself but I think that everyone knows about me.
Right?
Yes! All of you is right. I'm a MISTRESS, HOME WRECKER or in tagalog KABIT ni Aal-jon salvador.. but i am not the ordinary mistresses of him, I'm special, the one who's living in his heart.
The one whom his First love.
Yes, I am his first love. Kasi Kung tutuusin naman. Ako naman talaga ang una. Una nyang minahal, una nyang naging Girlfriend, una nyang nahalikan, una nyang naisayaw sa prom. Una nyang naidate. Basta Una nya sa lahat.
And my name is ANGELIKA LEE..
ang maganda, sexy, mayaman, matangkad, matalino,seductive,BITCH!!FLIRT!!SLUT!!PARTY GIRL!o o what so ever na pwede nyung itawag sakin but atleast 'IM THE GODDESS BITCHES IN TOWN'
Yabang much?e sa totoo eh!
Aku lang naman at wala ng iba..ang minamahal ni aal at ang kanyang nag-iisang girlfriend!Wala akung pakialam sa sinasabi ng iba na kabit lang aku..atleast alam ku ang totoo na aku ang original at nag-iisa sa puso nya..
besides,aku pa dapat ang may karapatan sa kanya kesa sa asawa nyang tanga!
Like hell! I was the one he courted, i was the one he fell inlove with. We've known each other for along time. And way back then we're dating.
Sa papel lang sila mag asawa at hindi sa tunay na buhay. I mean, in reality, they don't know each other much than i know. Duh!
bakit sa akala nyo kung mahal ba sya ni aal gagawin ba nyang makipagrelasyun sa iba? The answer is NO! Right? Kasi dapat sana hiniwalayan na nya ako nung kinasal sila.
Eh hanggang ngayun nga nababaliw parin sya sakin..
Exactly Sa kagandahan ko haha! Cause Nobody can't resist my charisma including Aal.
Well, They can call me whatever b*tch names they want to call to me. it's ok 👌 i can live with it atleast ako? I can do whatever and whenever i want to do and no one could ever stop me even aal or neth or eveb that stup*d wife of aal.
Bitch na kung bitch!!
At kay aal?im so sure of that na sakin lang sya nagsasabi ng i love you at hindi dun sa asawa nyang feeler! Akala nya siguro maagaw nya sakin si aal.
Never!!hindi porket asawa nya si aal matatali na sa kanya ito. kung hindi pa naman ito stupida one year na nga silang mag asawa ni aal eh ni minsan wala akung narinig na pagrereklamu o di kaya marinig na pagseselos or pagbabanta sa pakikitungo ni aal sa kanya.
Stup*d btch!
wala man lang ka gana gana yung relasyun namin.. wala man lang excitement kaya heto Ang Lame tuloy ng life ko!
Matagal na kami ni aal pero we never had a s*x..masyadu syang gentleman sa akin like I'm a fragile. he said na mas ok daw kung after the wedding na ang honeymoon namin.
He don't want to destroy me but i want to. I mean, i want something else, i want something that atleast maging colorful ang lovelife namin.
How many times i tried to seduce him but he really refused it.
Masyadung nasugatan yung ego ko sa pagtanggi nya, tinapakan nya yung pride ku sa pagiging hot at seductive.
Am I not seductive? Am i not Hot? I don't know why i feel so disappointed when he turned me down.
Inaamin kung mahal ko sya but i have to fulfill my needs, if it's not aal then to someone..
and yes that someone is NETHAN.
NETHAN UYTENGCO.
Anak ng kumpare ni Mommy..
I knew him for along time kasi lagi silang bumibisita ng parents nya sa bahay. It's a long story basta nalaman ko nalang na gusto nya ako noon pa. I don't like him coz i have aal that time pero mapursige sya hanggang sa nung mga time na malungkot ako sya ang nasa tabi ko. Yun yung time na kinasal si aal at elle.
I was lost, hurt and vulnerable at that time and neth was there. Hindi nya ako iniwan hanggang sa dumating ang hindi inaasahan.
Pagkakamali man but i gave my virginity to nethan that supposed to be for aal..I have nothing to do!nangyari na ang nangyari.
He gave me what i want and i gave him what he wants and of course we verry satisfied ourselves in bed.
lagi narin kami nagkikita simula nun and after a few months na kinasal si aal nagkaroon na kami ng mutual understanding interms of satisfaction, mas lalo kami nagkalapit sa isat-isa dahil sa mga nangyayari..diku alam kung bakit basta dun na napunta yung madalas naming pagkikita at pagses**.
I dont know if this is love cause i was actually think of him whenever i feel sad and alone.
Pero siguro naman lust lang to? Subrang nagkakasundo langa talaga kami sa kama! nasasatisfied aku kay neth kahit without love. masaya kaming dalawa sa ginagawa namin!
Pagkakamali yun i know yung ibigay ang virginity ko sa kanya..kaso lasing ako that day and it happened abruptly..i just woke up in the morning na katabi ko na sya naked.
Imma b*tch, flirt, slut but who cares? I'm happy with this.
But I never expected that i did this.
Ang lokohin si Aal. It breaks my heart but i already did this and I'm happy with this.
Everything has an end but while we are dealing with this kind of situation then we have to enjoy each other. Treasure every moment atleast, we know our boundaries and he accept it. That is why we still here, playing a fire 🔥.
"Anu oras ka ba uuwi?" I asked habang tumatayo aku papuntang banyo. I'm still nude while walking. Well, hindi na ako nahihiya kasi how many times he have seen and touch my private parts. so wala na akung dapat pang itago sa kanya.
It's already 9 in the morning at kelangan ko ng maligo.
"Pinapaalis mo na ako?" he asked while pouting tapos kumuha ng isang stick ng sigarilyo sa cabinet.
Tumigil ako sa pinto ng banyo at lumingon sa kanya. "Yup! I want you to leave my condo, I'm going to aal's place." Ganyan ako makipag-usap sa kanya. I told you im a b*tch!!
"Such a b*tch! After what happened last night and also earlier then it's easily for you to push me up?" Ngumisi sya habang hinihithit ang sigarilyo. He knew me already.
"You know me a b*tch! niloloko ko kaya ang boypren ko hahaha.." tatawa ako jan habang sinasabi iyon.
"You cheating on him and you still happy with that? Maniniwala na talaga ako na b*tch ka.." iling iling nya habang naninigarilyo
"Well, it happened so i live with it." I smirked on him. There is something pain starting i feel in my chest. "Masaya ka naman din eh.."
Tumingin sya ng seryoso sakin..
"Iwanan mo na kaya sya at magsama na tayo? tutal naman lagi rin tayo naglalaro ng apoy eh.." talaga lang huh? Mabilis ko syang nilapitan sa kamay at tumingkayad ako para maabot ko yung mukha nya sabay haplos ng pisngi nya..
I look at him with sympathy. "How many times do i have to turn you down? asa ka naman Nethan!! I love my boyfriend."
"You love him?" Parang pumait yung mukha nya. "Kung ganun, eh paano tayo?"
"Walang tayo Nethan. Wala! all about us is just on going extramarital sexual relationship! You need me and i need you that's it! No Love involved. ginagamit natin ang sarili natin para sa atin din. To satisfied our needs of lust hahaha.." i laughed sarcastically. Yung malakas na parang nananadya. Na parang gusto ko syang saktan. Woah! I'm being mean to him.
"Akala ko na nagbago na ang pagdating mo sa akin." Tiningnan ko ang mukha nya and i saw him pain.
"Tsh! Wala ng magbabago pa sa pagtingin ko sa iyo Nethan. Just dont hope anything.."
Sumeryoso ang mukha nya na parang nasaktan talaga sya sa sinabi ko.
"anu pala ang relasyun natin Gel?hanggang ganito lang ba talaga tayu?" malungkot ang mukha nya.
I just smirked.
"hanggang kama lang tayu neth. yun lang yun at wala ng iba pa..wag ka ng umasa pa dahil wala karin mapapala. you know how much i love my stupid Boyfriend, kay kung nagsimula man tayo sa no commitment just s*x kaya dun din tayo magtatapos. understand?" tapus hinalikan ko sya sa labi nya. A kissed that he crazy about.
after a seconds ay tumalikod na ako at nagsimula ulit maglakad papuntang banyo..
"paglabas ku rito sa banyo dapat nakaalis kana.."sabi ko while walking. I heard him sighed. sorry neth pero hanggang dito lang tayo.
I walk inside that toilet and starting to take a shower.
Why do i feel something like this? Hinawakan ko ang dibdib ko.
*dug.dug.dug.*
Pinilig ko ang ulo ko.
Kahit ginagawa ko ito hindi ko parin ipagpapalit si aal kahit na I'm cheating on him. Kahit na ibinigay ko na kay neth ang something na pinakakaingatan ni Aal. I don't know if aal's knows already that I'm no longer a virgin but come what may.
Saka ko nalang iisipin yun pag dumating na sa point na magkakaalaman na. I still have a time to think about it.
Nakakainis nga ei!! Pero ganito na talaga ako.
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Nov/06/2019- Wednesday 7:38 pm