(Hudson's P.O.V)
I sit in the Marauders club room crying. Every once in a while I can hear yelling outside the door from people passing but I ignore it, But one voice stood out Remus Lupin my best friend. I walk over to the door and unlock it. "Hey mate, know you probably don't want to but will you talk to me?" " You're literally the only one I want to talk to." I hug him tight and let the tears flow. "Talk to me man." " I almost told him" He smiles but then frowns, "I thought that you were going to wait?" "I am, it's just, what's going to happen to him between then and now?" Remus looks at the ground. "I'm sorry dude, I know how much you love him." "How's your crush?" He blushes. "Oh um, Sirius is good, still his same self." Then the thought hits me "I'M GOING TO DIE." Remus just looks at me with a blank stare "What are you talking about?" "I'M REPRESENTING HOGWARTS" I can see tears build up in his eyes. "I-I can help you, w-w-we can make a plan." "I'M LEAVING TOMORROW! GET THE MARAUDERS NOW!" He looks at the ground but stays silent. "We can't." "WHY?" He pulls a book out of his bag. "I was seeing how I could help and I found this, it says if you try to pull out of the competition you will die." My legs give out "So I die anyway." He shakes his head. "You're not going to die, we are going to get through this." "HOW?" "I can read up about it, I can help you but most of all you need to want to survive." Suddenly there is a rapid knocking at the door. I step back "I need to go grab supplies and the guys." Remus opens the door slightly and gasps. "I was just about to go get you guys." There is a bit of chatter before Remus opens the door and the other marauders, Lily and Narcissa black run in. "We are going to help you," James says smiling. "What are you talking about? don't you guys all hate each other?" I as pointing between the marauders, Lily, and Narcissa. Lily laughs and steps away from James. "Cissy and I talked to each other about everything that's happened over the years and we made up, we hate them, but we're all here to help you with the tournament." James pouts slightly and tries to move closer to Lily. "But we're good, right lily flower?" He asks with hope but she just rolls her eyes. "Not even close." All of us but James laugh and I turn my attention to Narcissa. "Why do you want to help me?" She sighs and tugs on her sleeve. "Sawyer has been there for me for a long time, never once has he worried about himself, only me, I want him to be happy. when he is with Mark you can see it, he's miserable, but when I see him with you, his smile can't be bigger. When you sang your song to him he wouldn't stop talking about it, he loved it." I blush and turn away so that they can't see. "Aww, lover boy is blushing!" Lily gushes. We all laugh and Narcessia pulls something out of her bag. A beaten up old leather notebook that looks like it's been through hell and back. "This is Sawyer's he rarely goes anywhere without it, but he started leaving it in his room so Mark wouldn't find it. You need to read some of the stuff he's written." She hands me the small book and I take a seat. I carefully untie the strings and open it to the first page. "Hi i'm Sawyer slytherin and i'm five yers old. Mommy is sick but she gave me this book so that I can right my thougts down. I'm scared that i will lose her, daddy is really streesed out too. He leaves for a long time then when he comes back he smells like alcohal, I don't like that smell" I skip over a few pages. "Mommy went to hevan today. I am sad that she won't be here to watch me grow but daddy will be here… right?" A few more pages. "Daddy hasn't been home in a few days, i'm alone all day and it makes me scared. I want my Mommy." A few more pages. "Daddy came home with a mean lady today, he says that she is my new mommy, I don't want a new mommy." More. "My new mommy hit me today, it hurt really bad and I cried. I just want someone to care about me." The more I read the more angry I get, I finally turn to some of the newer pages and the were almost illegible, running ink and tear stains cover the pages. "I turn 14 soon mom, are you proud of me? I made the honor roll, I have a boyfriend, he says he loves me, but he treats me just like Martha. But he cares, he's the only one that cares. There is this boy, like me he is the descendant of a house too. Hufflepuff to be exact. He was really nice but randomly said that he can't be around me. I do that to a lot of people, but I can't help but feel like this time it's something different." By the time I was done I had hot tears streaming down my face and I felt numb. "He thinks I don't care." I whisper, Lily sits in front of me and puts her hand on my shoulder. "Show him that you do, survive, live to see the day where he is happy with you." I get up, "I'm going to go finish packing."