I thought everything would be alright, because my plan on surprising her is flowing smoothly. But I didn't see that coming…
The traffic lights turned green, so I drove straight… but just when we were about to reach the center bright lights that came from the right side of the car blinded my eyes, it was so unexpected that I didn't have enough time to react and drive our vehicle to safety… then everything turned black.
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So loud…there are chatters here and there… they on keep shouting, screaming, someone said 'call an ambulance'. But I didn't care anymore… my head hurts so much and there's a warm feeling behind… what happened? Oh, I remember us getting hit by a truck… wait… Harue, where's Harue?
I opened my eyes and started panicking when I've thought of my wife. I ignored the pain and soreness of my body as I kept calling my wife's name with my hoarse voice… despite the others holding me back saying 'don't move' like hell! I don't care of my pain I need to see my wife!
I swept my eyes, and kept looking around. There I saw her… lying…her white dress stained with blood. I hurriedly pushed myself up and crawled towards her. Her bloody sight made my heart beat erratically, Harue please alright!
"Harue! Harue! Harue can you hear me?!" I keep calling her name as I laid her head on my lap carefully.
I sighed in relief as she started to show signs of moving… she could barely open her eyes and when I saw her bloodshot left eye made me tear up "…Keishi…" she called my name weakly.
"Yes Harue, I'm here… everything will be alright" I desperately tried holding back my tears but it just kept on flowing and flowing. It may look like I'm trying to console her but It was me, myself that I'm consoling… that everything will be alright
"Keishi…don't cry… I love you…"
"Yes Harue…I love you too… everything will be alright… we're going to survive, then I'll tell you my surprise soon, Harue please hold on, the ambulance will be here soon…just hold on!"
"Keishi… I'm cold… please… I don't…think I can hold on anymore" As she said that, her eyes started closing on its own.
"Harue, Harue no! Just… hold on a bit longer… Harue don't close your eyes please?" Now I don't think I can hold on my tears anymore and they burst out like a geyser. I felt Harue move, I looked down and saw her trying to lift her hand, so I helped her and held it close to my face… I could feel her temperature slowly getting lower and lower, I tried rubbing it softly but still. The once soothing feeling that her hands provided is now turned into a heart thrilling feeling…and it's so painful.
"Keishi dear… I love you so… much… I'm not going… to hold on…any longer so please… stop crying… I don't like… seeing you like this" The crowd gathering around us is so loud but despite that… all I could hear is her weak voice, the voice that I love so much is now fading away… bit by bit.
"Harue…I love you too, I love you, I love you" I kept chanting it like a prayer as I held her cold hands and kiss it, trying to hold on my tears.
"Kiss me…Keishi…" She said in very low volume, that one couldn't hear if you don't listen properly. So closing my eyes, I bent down my head and met her pale cold lips, I felt her trying to respond but it became less and less till I couldn't feel her breath anymore… and she also stopped responding. I lifted my head and looked at her ethereal face, succumbed in eternal sleep; it's our very last kiss… that's caused by a very tragic event for me. And I may not able to see her around anymore, she'll stay alive in my heart…forever