Happy family? No, set that aside, that won't happen anymore… cause at the looks of it we're not the happy family anymore. We're more like a broken family, damn I could even say 'we're already a broken family' I was just too naive and decided to ignore it… thinking that it will be alright. But heck no, it's not!
This is my fate, yeah? I didn't know how or why it happened. What did father do? What did mother do? Where is my brother? How come, we're just getting along, harmonious and warm a while ago, is it all my delusions? My imaginations?
A dream? Am I just hallucinating? A calm before a storm? So many questions, but no one is there to answer. Father I want to play, come with me please? Mother I want dumplings for dinner. Brother, may I borrow your sweater… I lost mine and I'm cold.
Warm hugs, warm kisses, laughter, smiles, corny jokes, family bonding. All gone in just a blink of an eye.
I'm lost, I'm cold. Where are you all? I can't breathe. Please help me. Mama, papa, brother. I can't do anything alone, I've grown dependent towards all of you please don't leave me. I don't want to be alone
I love you all and I'm sorry if I did wrong to all of you, just please don't leave me alone yeah?