Next few days went pretty normal for you. daily routine school, tuition, food, sleeping.
Until one day
Persistent door bells could be heard.
" Who the hell is in such a hurry." you said while opening the door
Your mouth was left open. This was not at all expected. Jin was standing right in front of you. YOu felt heterogeneous emotions. You wanted to punch him in the face but also wanted to hug him.
"What do you want." you asked in a cold tone
"I know Y/n I have been distant with you for few weeks. But It was not intentional. I was busy. Needed to complete my assignments. Even the acting audition was around the corner. Semester is going to end. I was very much occupied.
"Result of acting audition." You asked in a cold tone
Jin acted to bang his head on the wall." Every time I have to tell you it's been 9 years. Will you let me in bitch."
"Y/n who is at the door" Your mom shouted from the kitchen
Jin pushed you by his wide shoulders and went in the house. You rolled your eyes
"It's me aunt. Your favorite child."
"Jin THE WORLDWIDE HANDSOME"
"See even aunt knows this"
You were not at all interested which your mom noticed.
"I think it's been a long time you both have spent time together. Go to your room and have some chit chat. I will provide you the snacks"
As you were reluctant Jin dragged you by your arm.
"Come on Y/n don't be so kiddish. We are all growing up and need to have some time for yourself.
"yaa as if I care about it"
"I swear you girls are so stubborn especially you."
"oh really!! me stubborn? I messaged you so many times but you did't bothered about it.
"I was busy busy busy busy busy." Shaking his shoulders back and forth.
"You have time for posting on Insta #couplegoals #foodie all this shit"
"Y/nniee posting taking just one second"
"Seriously Jin. CAn you find a better excuse than this."
"Oh lord!! I will pray for your boyfriend who will be in future that he has a tons of patience because you are insane."
"Please I don't need anyone to complete myself"
Jin found this to be the right moment
"However you have something for Namjoon"
You glared at Jin. Why is he so accurate in all these things
"Why the fuck are you bring this topic?"
"Because this is my second reason that I am here right now in your bloody room."
"What is the first?" "Obviously to sort things between us" Jin chuckled
"Don't retrograde this topic" you gave Jin a dazed look
Jin grabbed your shoulders and placed you on the bed. He sat next to you
"I know that there is something between you two. It's just that you two are not accepting it. That's it."
" I know" You wailed. "I know Jin. I understand every single thing you are saying. But I can't help but ignore him. I have my own reasons."
"What reasons?"
"There are hundreds of them. I want to pass high school with good grades. I don't want a shitty temporary relationship. I am just a teenager and everyone knows relationships at this stage are made of glass. They just break even with a little bit of force. I don't want give someone my love and get hurt like an asshole again. I don't want to go through that again. And most importantly..."
"What?"
"Namjoon doesn't love me. Mani is at that place. I will never be that girl whom he will love truly."
"What if he does?"
"Jin why are you not understanding me. Joon has hopes from Mani that she will come back. I can never replace her even though I give my 100 per cent. He will go back to her even when we are committed." Your eyes gets watery. You are about to cry yet you control yourself
"Even when he does that basic flirting. I start getting serious about. I think what if we really give a chance. I know Jin we do have something I know from the starting but what is the point of having a relationship when nothing is permanent. Everything faded away."
There was complete silence in the room. You sighed. "He is there for me whenever I am in trouble. He listens to me, every fucking detail, guides me. He loves to see me grow. We have been through our own conflicts, difference but still we are together but it is just as best friends. Things will go wrong if love will come in between. We both will also become like Navi and Sam broken apart. That is why I ignore these feelings.. attraction whatever you wanna say."