Moving forward pretending I am not looking at you as cold as an ice. I wanted to see your reaction
"Hey Y/n" Tae said "Come join us for a cup of coffee."
BAAAAAAM
Seriously Tae why have you said this.
"Tae so sorry. I am getting late. My mom is waiting."
"It will take only half an hour" Tae tried continuously to convince me.
I head a deep, soothing voice near my ears. "I think Y/n you should come. Tae really wants your company" Namjoon said.
I was quite taken aback because I thought Namjoon was hardly concerned.
Tae was making a pout with those puppy eyes.
"Okay. I am coming."
It was awkward sometimes. Me and Tae were walking together while Namjoon was walking ahead of us. He looked so hot in that blue tracksuit. And that handsome face was killing me inside. I wanted to talk to him but might be he is not interested.
"I can see a bakery shop there." Tae said while pointing with his finger. "And I know Y/n you like chocolate cupcakes. I am going to buy them for you.
"This is too much. I aware of the fact that you will pay for the coffee and addition to that you want to buy cupcakes for me. It's a strong no from my side Tae." I said
"Then take it as a gift from my side." I was about to get a hold of his hand but he ran towards the shop.
"His heart is made of gold"
"Yeah" Namjoon interrupted
"Did I say it that loud"
"Well pretty loud"
When we reached to the door of the shop our eyes widened. Tae had cupcakes, pastries, macrons, cookies, tarts literally every fucking item wrapped by his arm.
"I guess it will take a lot of time. You both can go around."
"I didn't knew Tae had a sweet tooth." Namjoon said while laughing.
My lord that laugh was worth millions 3D effect speakers I can sacrifice for him.
"We should young lady" Namjoon said in the most polite manner.
If there was a third person with us he/she could definitely hear our breaths because of the complete silence. I could hear the breeze also.
"I am glad you came" Namjoon said
"I thought you didn't like it." I replied
"Apart from this I didn't expect it."
I was confused now. "What didn't you expect?"
We were standing in front of the cafe.
"You already know it Y/n"
"NO. Initially let's go inside and then have a talk"
It was the same waiter who greeted us earlier. Namjoon became more careful of him and his gaze became more dense. After ordering I brought the topic back.
"When you ignored me I didn't expect it"
"So what do you else expected me to do. Hug you and give a kiss?"
"Not the kiss. But being ignored by you was heartbreaking"
I was speechless not because of what he said but because I couldn't put my feelings into words. I couldn't explain him how I felt dreadful and miserable without him.
"Namjoon it is simple af. If we ever talk fate will bring us to the same damn situation which we both are avoiding. No use to have a relationship at this temporary stage."
Namjoon didn't say anything. He just looked at me. First my head, eyes, nose, lips, cheeks as if he was reading me.
"You also know it, I also know it if we give a chance the relationship will go more than 1 year. If it goes more than 1 year I won't let you go"
I lowered my head. Due to amusement. HELL YES
" But Namjoon.."
He placed his fingers on my lips. "YOU have many buts in your life. Let them go. Trust yourself."
"What about the thing between you and Mani?"
He sighed. "She was never mine. I am tired of waiting. I really don't care. Now i want to love someone who loves me back."
"Can you stop blabbering. I know Joon you will go back to her. You also know this." I said angrily
"No I won't go to her. I haven't replied to her texts for months. I don't wanna talk about it. I just want to be with you.
HOLY SHIT
I started to believe Yes he feels really something for me no matter what happens. He will not go back and we can stay together forever.