NEXT DAY
I got a message from Tae. It said when you are free call me.
I went inside my room and called Tae. He told me that he has planned a small get- together. Emma, Hobi, Jimin, Jackson, Jungkook will be there. I agreed to come.
I wore a thin sweatshirt tugged in ripped jeans. "BYE MOM"
I rang the doorbell, Tae opened the door and hugged me.
"AAAh Y/n you are so fast" Jackson said
"That's what HE said" I winked
"AAhh you have a dirty mind too" Tae laughed aloud
Everyone was sitting on the comfy couches in the living room. I scanned the group whether somebody is missing or not.
FUCK Namjoon is also here. Do I look fine? I thought to myself
I greeted everyone and went to sit next to Namjoon. Tae brought snacks and cookies.
"Hey why these cookies are shaped like G" Jackson questioned
" G represents Gucci bro!!" Tae replied "Oh I thought G-Dragon" Hobi said
"Aish these kids" Namjoon spelt out
"Y'll are no fun. Let's play some games." Jungkook said
"First of all why is this kid here." I said as I threw a pillow at him
"I am not a kid, you are too old. And why are you and Namjoon sitting so close. Are you two a thing?"
I realized my head was on Namjoon's shoulder and my right arm was wrapped around him "Aish this kid!!" I said while shaking my head
"Look at Hobi and Emma they are also sitting in the say" Jackson pointed out
"Does anyone know any interesting game apart from bloody truth and dare" Jimin said
"NEVER HAVE I EVER" Jackson said "coooooooool" all said in a sync
"But the one who must be guilt of his/her deed has to drink half of the soju " Emma declared
After a couple of rounds the scores were Tae- 3 bottles( he guilty of mostly weird things), Jimin-2(such an angel), Hobi-4, Emma-4, Me-3, JK-4, Jackson and Namjoon-5
We decided to leave Namjoon and Jackson in the bedrooms
"Y/n you go and take Jackson and I will Namjoon" Jimin said
I placed Namjoon on his bed. I was about to leave when I felt something is pulling me from behind. It was Namjoon's hand.
"Don't go Y/n. Don't leave me alone" Namjoon said slowly. I sat near him.
Namjoon- You know, I want to be with you forever. You make me feel something.
Y/n- I know
Namjoon- I am being a bit
Y/n- A bit?
Namjoon- Something something.
Y/n- This something something I also feel.
BACK TO PRESENT
Ben- What happened. Why are you taking a pause. (Ben asked out of curiosity.)
Y/n- This is where things started to become worse. This is where we lost it.
Ben- Can you be more straightforward.
Y/n- We were talking or I must say expressing our feelings we decided that we will chance now. Let's live in present let's do it now
Ben- .....
Y/n- That "now" never happened. :( *sob
Ben- You were talking of giving a chance but that never happened. But you both were talking.
FLASHBACK
I STARTED TO NOTICE THAT HIS EYES WERE SLOWLY CLOSING. I DON'T KNOW WHY WAS HE CLOSING HIS EYES MAYBE HE IS GETTING SLEEPY.
Y/n- Joon, you take rest. Tomorrow morning we will talk.
Namjoon- I wish I could explain your eyes, how the sound of your voice gives me butterflies. How your smile makes my heart skip a beat and how I am with you, I feel complete . Y/n I fell in love with you the day I first saw you.
MY JAW FELL. I COULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT HE SAID. HE WAS IN LOVE WITH ME. I COULD NOT HEAR WHATEVER HE SAID AFTER THAT. I FELT AS IF EVERYTHING STOP. I COMPLETELY LOST CONTROL OVER MYSELF.
That night I could not sleep. All those words were roaming inside my head.
BACK TO PRESENT
I was crying unstoppable.
Ben- And then?
Y/n- The next I asked him that whether he remember anything from the last night. He said he does not remember much. He just couldn't recall anything. I could not blame him because I didn't have any proof or evidence. I told him whatever he said and he busted denying he cannot speak such things.
Ben- You are joking Y/n, right?
Y/n- NO Ben do I sound like that. I am telling you the truth.
PAUSE
Y/n- This is not the end. After a week days Mani called him. I don't know what sugar coated words she said. They got into a relationship.