I was crying non-stop. If there was anyone around me they would have got drown in the flood of my tears. No amount of sympathy could stop me.
Ben- Y/n relax. Calm down just relax okay
Y/n- How can I calm down. You don't know how it feels. When your heart full of feelings is grabbed and torn apart. Like each piece of it is torn ruthlessly.
Ben- Relax Y/n you are literally in the Bighit building and crying. I am near the place only. Let's meet up in the near by park.
TIME SKIP
Ben- Relax Y/n. Take a deep breath( you copied him). Relax. Tell me what happened next.
I dug myself into Ben's arms.
Y/n- So where was I?
Ben- Namjoon and Mani relationship
Y/n- Yaa when I got to know this I blocked him from every platform call,message, Instagram, fb, snapchat. However one late night..
BACK TO FLASHBACK
I was sitting in the balcony enjoying the cool breeze.
"I need to forget everything. I should attend an event. Let me check on Instagram." I thought to myself
As I was scrolling down I got a message from Tae
*ON THE TEXT
Tae- I need to talk to you
Y/n- Say it
Tae- For how many days you and bro are not talking
Y/n- More than a week
Tae- Never ever contact Namjoon again
Y/n- Excuse me Mr Kim Taehyung I never did. I have blocked him from every platform. You are no one to direct me what to do.
The absence of love has made you sour and bitter from inside
Tae- You have not done much of good to be appreciated. Namjoon considered you as your good friend. Do you even know the meaning of friend. You left him at his low point.
Y/n- You don't know anything Tae. You don't know what happened.
Tae- I know everything. You and Namjoon had a fight over what he said when he was drunk. Mani and him went into a relationship. But you don't know one thing
Y/n- Do I even have to know anything after i got to know they are in a relationship
Tae- They were. Namjoon broke up with her within the next week
Y/n- Impossible. He loved her for 4 damn years.
Tae- I am not lying Y/n. Yesterday only he told me when he was drunk
Y/n- All he do is drink drink and making my life miserable.
Tae- But you are the only one who can stop this. He is drinking everyday. His liver will damage.
Y/n- No Taehyung I don't waana listen to anything more. Stop it before I block you.
Tae- Believe it or not he chose you over Mani. That is why he broke up with her.
Tae- He needs you. GO Y/n. I know you understand him like no one
Y/n- And what about me Tae. what about my feeling what about my hurting.
Tae- First contact him maybe this will sort out
At this pint of time I don't know but a little bit of care for him came inside me. I don't know but maybe I always have a soft corner for him.
Y/n- *sigh Ok I will. But why were you being so rude in the starting
Tae- I was angry at you.
I didn't reply him after this. It was better to leave like this
I didn't quickly called Namjoon. I first analysed the situation whether it was worth to call him
BACK TO PRESENT
Ben- And you did call him
Y/n- Yes expectantly i first listened to why he broke up. That was the last time we talked so calmly. From next day we only fought. Whenever he talked we just fought. The blame game was on. Sometimes I shouted , sometimes he did. At the end I got so exhausted that I stopped talking to him. The end
Ben- I can understand why you and him cannot be under one roof.
Y/n- It's been almost 2 years I have let him go. All those emotions of love and as a friend are finished within me for him. Still I don't want to face him. There are so many things which are there but they just can't be explained. I was always an option, not a priority whereas I made him my first priority. Something till now
Ben- Everyone needs their own time. Healing needs time. How about an ice cream burrito?
I smiled
Y/n- I guess Yoongi's audition must have been done.
Ben- The ice cream truck is right in front of us. I will go and get two ice creams burritos. You have to tell me something else also
Y/n- What
Ben ran towards the truck.
Y/n- At least one person understands me. That's Ben
Ben- There you go Min Y/n
I frowned. Y/n- Don't call me that. I am just his girlfriend
Ben- Yoongi seems to take it more seriously and you?
Y/n- Another round of test fro me. HUH. You are so mean
Ben- Trying to simplify your path. I guess you should give Yoongi a chance. I believe he is worth it
Y/n- I am Y/n. Nobody is like me. I have more guts than anyone and intelligence than anyone. Yoongi is my boyfriend but you know same shit i don't want to be truly attached. Only to protect myself from any further damage.
Ben- Yoongi is still with you knowing you are not giving this relationship as much he is giving. You are no stranger to know how it feels to love someone who does not love you at that level
Ben- Does Yoongi know about Namjoon
Y/n- Not really, he is only aware of the fact that I am hurt due to past experiences
Ben- He is still together with you. Believe or not he is worth trusting and staying for
Ben- Give me your strawberry burrito
Y/n- I don't want to.
Ben- You can have my vanilla one
Y/n-Doggy shoo shoo
Ben and I started fighting.