10 YEARS LATER
You are a renowned writer. You have achieved great heights in your field. People are dying to invite you on their shows, parties, public meetings. You fans wait hours just to get a glimpse of you.
You enter your house.
PEACEFUL
Y/n pov
"Quite an exhausting day" I head towards the bathroom. A hot shower relives all the tension and stress. Rubbing my body against towel I was dancing on pop music.
"Being a writer gives me a platform to show my talent, my creativity. the thoughts I have about life, love, passion, negativity I can write to raise a voice. And my fans they are the ones who supported me so much"
"However sometimes it dies get lonely. Lonely? Such a negative word it is called being strong"
To vent my emotions I write dairy. Secondly it helped in improving my vocabulary
DEAR DAIRY
Quite an exhausting day. I gave 3 interviews in a row at different. One interviewer was such a bastard he kept asking me personal questions. Even though i persistently dodged them. The second was boring. BLOODY NARCISSIST. The third one was okayish.
My mom has decided or should i say determined to make me show some guys. she wants me to choose one and settle quickly. I am 26 now. Ok I know i am getting old. But i dont need anyone to complete myself. I am happy alone.
Though i am talking to some of the other guys. But none of the seems to be so convincing.2 months ago i was talking to a guy. From a friend i got to know he was talking to others girls. So i told him I cant do this anymore. after that one more guy came up but he was too cliche
Today is xx June 20xx. This day I can never forget.
This day I kissed Namjoon. Those lips are never forgetting lips.
Now that i look back i was just forcing the things. Like we used to talk for hours on phone, chat almost every day. Whenever he talked about love and feeling between I would jump right into the hole. not thinking of the consequences. Sometimes i feel as if he knew everything that what will happen next. He will express his feelings one day and next day boom cold as ice attitude in front of me. He became more of a headache. I never bitched about him. Guess what he almost told everyone the story we had. Lovesick fool. Bitched in front of my friends just to make me bad.
Earlier i used to think Maybe we met in the wrong phase of life. Even so the time would have been different doesn't mean he would have been different...It was my fault I was way too attached to him. I considered him permanent in life. I was too naive to still continue the friendship even though he pushed me. I used t think what happened me was either right or not. Then also i considered him as my friend. I have let him go from all of my heart
As far as Yoongi is concerned we broke up the within a week after the party. He was supportive but naturally our differences started to grow. so i decided to cut off
Jin and Jhope are also out of touch. FUNNY enough they all are now in one boy band BTS with Jimin, Tae and Jungkook
Seeing all this i have gone through a lot. Before, people meant something to me, not everyone, few did but now no one. I am happy to be alone.
My work-friend Susan being a BTS fan wants to go to their concert. She offered me to come along. I could not deny it. So She will be there at 8pm sharp.
Guess i will see them but not the manner i used to see them before