"Sure. What is it?"
"I want you to come with me to the Bighit audition. I need you for the support."
" I will come with you." You gave Yoongi a hug.
TIME SKIP TO MORNING
You wore a top with skirt. Since the top was strapless you decided to wear a shrug with it.
Afterwards you and Yoongi headed to the Bighit building in your car.
Walking towards the reception you noticed that the company was at a small scale right now.
Yoongi told the receptionist about the audition and she took him to a certain room.
"Y/n I am going" You held Yoongi's hand.
"Yoongi You can do this. Believe in yourself. Rock it" Yoongi pulled you in for a hug. You hugged him back.
Y/n pov
While my boyfriend went for the audition I decided to sit on the benches near the reception.
I could see that one part of the building was under construction. There was so much chaos as if something big was being planned. I attached my earphones to my mobile and started to listen songs. "I CAME LIKE A WRECKING BALL. I NEVER HIT SO HARD IN LOVE. ALL I WANTED TO WAS BREAK YOUR WALLS. ALL YOU EVER DID BREAK ME. YOU, WRECK ME."
All my fears came crawling again. I couldn't control this thing inside me. I wanted to cry out loud. Tell the world that was never my fault. Hold you responsible for the damage. I was burning, my each part of body felt miserable
"No matter what I do. No matter what I say you will be never mine." I sighed heavily as all the heaving thoughts attacked my mind.
"Y/n you can do this. You are a strong girl. You can do this. You deserve much better."
I held my chin up with dominative mask on my face.
"Mam, would you like to have some tea, coffee or juice?" The receptionist asked me.
"No, thank you so much for the offer."
"Sir, would you like to have something?"
"Can I have a glass of water."
I was so much involved in my thoughts that I forgot whether someone is sitting next to me. The guy left a seat between us probably because of the shyness or respect. He was wearing a cap with casual clothes.He was practicing. I liked talking to people sometimes because it was the only thing that made me feel less painful on my situation. As a result I turned my head towards the guy. When I saw him I instantly regretted it." Why I looked him?"
"Mr Kim Namjoon you have been called by the manager." the receptionist said politely. He stood and walked to the same room where Yoongi went into.
"Not again. Why it is always you. Why you????" I face palmed.
I asked the receptionist how much time it will take for the audition to end. She replied it will be 1 or 2 hours long process. I ran to the company's garden to get some fresh air. Whenever You come in front me I always feel someone grabs me tightly until I am out of my breath. Feeling weak in knees I called Ben( one of my closest friends in college)
ON THE CALL
"Hey Y/n. How are you?"
"Just feeling pathetic"
"Now whom I have to kill?" Ben said in a passive-aggressive tone
"I saw him." "Him? Who? The bartender who tried to flirt with you."
"Yuck Ben. I saw him. I saw Namjoon. Not once but twice" I said slowly yet loudly
There was a moment of silence between me and him. Ben was the only one knew how much Namjoon is responsible in breaking and tearing me apart. I have spent days and nights crying my eyes out over Namjoon. Ruining myself.
"Where are you? Ben still was in passive- aggressive mood. I explained him why on the earth I was at the Bighit company.
"Why are you feeling this way. You broke up and that is the dead end." Ben said
"It was never a break up. Actually nothing happened like the way you all think. I don't share this story with anyone because I know no one will understand the fuck I am speaking."
"Y/n do you trust me. Tell me." "Yes Ben I trust you"
"So just let the suffering inside you out. Let it out once. Trust me dude."
"Maybe Ben is right. I should let it go." I thought to myself
"Listen Ben." "YUP GIRL"
"Me and Namjoon just cannot be under one roof."
"Okay. I only remember when I asked you about how are things going between you and Namjoon you said coldly that you and him are not on talking terms." Ben said
"That's correct. We are still not. So after the cafe we all went to our homes....."