I was about to leave the school gate and I was accompanied by Lena or rather, I accompanied Lena... Sometimes when we got 8 periods, I would simply join her and go to her grandma's home, to eat.
I heard her grandma cooked chicken soup and I am forward to it since her soup is always awesome! I am not sure if I can call Lena friend thou... I just know that she is nice to me, well I still used to feel like the third weel. Why do you ask doooo yoask asks friend and became my friend again, she's also called Eri by the way, She was always together with Lena and Lena just wanted to be with her, not with me. Probably because she is he doesn't know a way to seal her mouth and say's what she wants. Like really weird stuff nobody else would dare say... She said it! It made you feel embarrassed, just hearing it! But that's probably the reason, why she has always been so popular.
I knew her since elementary school, she was a girl in the Ümi ( a place for children to stay, after school) and I was in the Ogs, (The same purpose just longer, included food= when paid and had more rooms, for after school activities and homework)
I was one of the first kids, who were part of it since the Ümi has been there before the Ogs was brought to life.
I don't even remember how I got to know, that she had the same name as me but we naturally called each other with each other's names. The doors directly in front of each other, passing by her was inevitable.
That time she was a grade below me but I had serious trouble with myself, so I got into her class, after the end of the first term, of my fourth class. Well, right I wouldn't know anyone there, so I was pretty nervous. But it seems like I was able to get, into her class.
Before that, A pair of twins were my best friends and obviously, still visited them. I seriously loved those two, they transferred to our school in the 3rd term, from a school in Nederland.
They were just too awesome, being able to talk so many different languages and being athletics at that. Yet I never felt envious or inferior to them. I once surprise their mom a teacher...Her expression was really funny haha.
Well when I think about it, I just love to see weird expressions like that. I was saying something weird to Dan and Christian once or twice, they looked at me as if I was able to see them without clothes I laughed my ass off, even more, when I noticed that our Math teacher, also stood behind us, and listened to our chat...Haha, His face was unforgettable!
Well, it isn't always bad here, after all, there are hilarious moments just like that happening too or hands-on fire... That wasn't funny thou, it shocked us to death.
To get back to the point thou, why am I always so uncertain about everything? Why can't I just, see the things as they are and am being delusional?! I am not weird, I am a limited edition!
"Eriiiiiiiiii!" A voice called out to me. Huh, why is Bass here? And he's screaming his soul out, at that! "You misunderstood, I don't have a girlfriend,... Soooo...SO-O, keep coming tooooooo meeee! Don't go running off, without me, Understood?!!" He was completely out of breath, screaming embarrassing delusional stuff like that...
Who does he think, he is?! Just because he's a celebrity, he thinks he can play with my feelings like that?! And here I am, blushing, while misunderstanding him, That seriously, pisses me off!
All kinds of people were whispering behind me and a lot of people noticed who he is... But I just didn't care about that let them yearn for him, let them gossip about me or him, whatever I don't care! I for my part, won't gossip won't yearn for him, and of all things, I won't let him play me, like that.
I was super pissed and I probably even had killing intend in my eyes. When he realized, the scary look on my face, he took one step backward When I reached him, I hid him so hard that he fell to the ground and continued to hit his chest out of frustration while letting it all out.
"Who do you think you are, coming here, screaming embarrassing stuff like that, in front of a big crowd. Do you think that will bring you more fame?! Am I a joke to you?! All this time...?! Tell me, Bass, Tell me! What would you want from a nobody, like me? Do you secretly, laugh behind my back, thinking how silly this girl is, to believe that she is your friend, that she think's she is somewhat close to you?!" My voice started to shake at the end of that sentence... I had him nailed down, so he would see, see what he has done to me...
"I say, Don't fuck with me!"