Why do my walls all fall apart when I am with him? Why? Why? Why? Why did I fall in love with him of all people? I was never interested in celebrities and never planned to! But here I go... Falling in love with someone unreachable. The reason I don't care about celebrities is that I wouldn't be able to reach out to them. Why should I care about them? They aren't even close to me, This movie is good, the song is great but not even once, was I interested in the people behind these...
Why should I, they got plenty enough people cheering for them anyway, besides I believe it must be super annoying to always get so much attention. Isn't that tiring?...
I just care for the people that are around me and those I can comfort.
So why? Why did this need to happen? It's no good for my heart. I am telling you this love will tear me apart I better had given up.
I wish he would make me give up but at this very moment, it's him that comforts me. Even though I just beat him up Seconds ago.
.He is holding me and it doesn't embarrass him, that he hugs me tightly while we lay on the ground, being watched by the whole school... I bet they are taking this moment as a fun opportunity, to record a video and upload it on youtube. I already see the Headline, Superstar taking the wrong road or, Beauty and the Beast? I don't want him to be a laughing stock because of me!
I want to protect him! I want to escape this as soon as possible, so he doesn't have to get into trouble because of me. I pushed hIs arms aside.
"No!"
"What do you mean by no, Bass, How selfish can you get?!" and
"I don't want to let you go yet, Eri."
"So what, I do this for you, you know?!! Just stop being so childish!" "I do it for you? You think you do this for me, what would I gain from stopping now huh? , Eri, tell me what the heck are you blabbering about... Since when do you decide what good for me is and what's not? Are you my mom?" That hurt me and I got quiet for a single moment.
"...Laughing stock", I was whispering it more to myself than to him but he nevertheless heard me. "You think I will turn into a laughing stock because... of you?" "Hmmm" I hid my head inside his shirt and I didn't notice the embarrassment of that at that moment. "Bring it on!" "Bass...?" "If it's you Eri, I will become whatever, I don't care because you are my important friend!"
I laughed for the first time since he got here. "Don't laugh dammit I am serious!" "I get it, I get it but you don't...hahaha" "I don't what?" "Not telling" "Hah no way, tell me!"
"Fine then... You must love me a lot to say something like if it's you I don't care...Hahaha, that's like an awesome confession mate" I clapped his back like a buddy would do, so I wouldn't get any hard feelings.
He suddenly pushed me away and hid his face inside his hands. "Ah sorry is everything okay?" He didn't answer me, so I was worried and wanted to measure his temperature, so I came closer with my head and bong it hit against his head.
Why did he need to get up so suddenly?!, That idiot! "Idiot, why did you need to do that?" "You just came so close, it was so sudden, it surprised me!" he looked at me in a surprised manner that was so cute.
"I wanted to measure your temperature, I thought you felt unwell since you didn't answer when I called out to you. I am worried about you, stupid" I was smiling shyly at him "Eeeeh you talked to me?"
He is completely out of it today, what happened? Wait just after... Could that be it..? "Don't take that sentence too serious" "Sentence...?" Even his neck turned red, he's so obvious right now, that's so cute... I want to touch him... Before I even ended that thought, I would already be playing with his hair...
Arghh!! What are you doing, Eri?!!! God sees that you have gotten on the wrong path. He's not cute, not cute, not cute and no his chest didn't feel hot... Wait his chest...? Oh yeah, that...I feel like exploding right. "Kyaaa!, No!!"
He has some serious six-pack though... No, No, No, that doesn't count as hot neither as cute, I hate this it's so embarrassing! God help me! Bring me back on ms hold path