He sent me home. Even though I told him not to! He just didn't care about that, he even went so far, to wait for me at the school entrace untill my school finally finished.
I wasn't able to concentrate at all. I found myself, looking out of the window. I watched him, leaning against the fence and looking at something, far far away.
It was out of my reach.
So why is it, even more captivating?
The more I watch him, the more I find out about him. I only want him more.
Why doesn't he sit? Why won't he leave? If he continues like that, I am going to get the wrong idea.
And I will tell him about my feelings., if he is going to continue showing me so much kindness.
I truly love him, but I already know that I am no good for him, nor he for me. The reason for that, is him being the center of attention. Girls, Boys, it doesn't matter to me, who would be near him.
I have always been possessive of the things I like. Furthermore, I easily get depressed in relationships, at that with a celebrity?! I would probably die from it! I mean, I would always be scared of him going, with the next one. A better girl than me.
So I gotta keep quiet about it and steal my heart away... I hope he, he that has the key to my heart, won't be able to unlock it.
So that's how it came to be, that he sent me off, like that.
"Are you tired, Bass?" I was worried about him and felt guilty, but even more than that, I was greatly touched by his actions. It's pretty romantic if I honestly think about it. He answered me gently; " No, not really" but his yarn, told me, that it was all lies.
I gently smiled at him and looked in his direction. "Liar, If you are tired just say so." I pulled his arm and lead him into the park. We crossed a beautiful wood bridge and watched the water flowing under our feet. I went to the next stone bank I saw and sat down. He seated himself next to me and closed his eyes.
He is so quiet, almost like he fell asleep. I needed to smile brightly about that thought and my heart pounded like crazy while looking at his face. He's got such long eyelashes too. He leaned towards me and his head landed on my shoulder.
I was so surprised that I almost did something to wake him up. I am glad I didn't do it. Ahh, thank's goodness, I feel blessed with his head on my shoulders. His hair is super fluffy and the sun made it sparkle. I pulled him s bit closer, narrowed my head, and kissed his hair.
My eyes slowly closed, capturing the moment and I fell asleep, right next to him.