Well, I probably stopped breathing there, I didn't want this moment to end at the same time I had the urge to shake him so he would have to stop holding me. Nothing was better and more horrible than right now.
I thought I could never be this close to him again. Because of that, I started to burst into tears and I was like, Did you ever think it would be any different stupid idiot!
What a stupid girl, to think it could be anything else! Is my mind this ridiculous?
Besides didn't I already say He isn't hot? Didn't I say I would never admit defeat?
Where has my mind gone to simply throw the fight and throw myself at him? I simply can't admit it if I admit then I will only.end up hurting myself again just like I will hurt him.
I don't want to see him hurt. I don't want to let him go either.
Why is it always so hard for me to show my true self, my girly side why do I always run my mouth about things I don't feel and think.
I am lonelier than ever I cuddled myself into the sheets when he finally woke up.
He yawned and mumbled: "Good Morning. " When he finally realized how intimate he hugged me. He rushes out of bed and fell on the floor. *argh*
It took some time for me to clear up my thoughts and I chuckled since I was replaying it all over again but immediately stopped.
I was worried That he might be injured and got up after finishing to stretch. I held my Hand out to him and wanted to help him get up, he grabbed my hand and pulled me so I fell on him. " That's the punishment for laughing." He looked at me with a stupid smile and chuckled too.
He took my head inside his hands and rubbed my cheeks then he was rubbing his nose against mine.
I was trying to keep cool and tried to escape his hug I honestly tried to! Don't look at me as if you don't believe that I am perfectly honest with you! Maybe just a little lie here. I was embarrassed and started to turn away. Yeah okay, maybe I completely lied but how could I resist cuddling him?!
I completely fell into his arms and I was tangled up.