Relaxing my shoulders, I went into the plane. I can´t guess, where we are flying to, but I trust Oliver about his goal. The flight proceeds without any surprises and that´s good. Actually, I´m happy to have ground under my feet again, I like the solid ground, it gives me the feeling of safety. The tight hug with mother earth is a welcoming feeling after oversleeping my fear of flying to the point I have not to remember it ever again.
Breathing in. Breathing out. I order my thoughts, before I turn around, looking right into the eyes of Oliver. "You should have told me about your fear about flying. Please, do it next time, I don´t like to see you all white and hurt. Please, understand my claim." "Good, I´m feeling good now, as I have something unbreakable to stand on. Don´t worry, I´m fine."
After another one of his eyes-check-up we are going into a hotel booked for one night. It seems like a fancy society to me who´s living in there. Women are in elegant robes, looking fabulous in them, next to dressed up women are their men, looking quite stunning as well. I don´t know how to describe these people, but I only guess them as higher ups, stars on the Broadway laughing with their toothpaste smile.
"Wanda, come on, I have the key for our room. I guess, we should sleep tonight early, because for tomorrow you need all the energy your body can give. You will see."
Oh no, what are we doing tomorrow. I think, I should book a ticket back again. I don´t like his idea of adventure, but maybe, only maybe, he first being rude to me, he flies.
We are on our way upstairs, not taking the elevator, no, we are walking the stairs, until we see the roof. After this great amount of time, my body, but first of all my arm hurts like a knife in your shoulder, but ten times worse.
"Puh, I´m ready to take a shower. Really, I´m feeling like a pig, through pigs are clean pets, it makes no difference, I don´t say anything anymore about pigs. My nerves!", I touch my head. He seems to explode in the next time, it´s an uneasy feeling.
"Yeah, laying down before dinner is a good idea, I think you got a jetlag, so you must be feeling very tired now. Come, behind the second door is our bed." He walks towards the room. But one word lets a cold shower over my back. "What do you mean with << our >> room. We aren´t a couple, I rather sleep on the couch." Even before I take a step in the direction of the couch, somebody hugs me from behind. I turn around and his lips crush on mine. Oh my god, what is he doing after all? I didn´t count on that to be happen anytime soon. And it´s so wild and stormy to dance with his lips. After a few moments he leaves my lips, only to push me right into the bedroom. "I think, we are a couple now, you returned my kiss, so you do like me more than a friend. It´s a good start." Me standing in the room, totally wind blown from his kiss, I´m looking at him with big eyes. What was he telling me? Oh no. Oh yes, I should say! I´m sleeping next do a charismatic man and the only problem I do have is about being in a partnership or not. That are no problems any more. I should be to old for teenage problems.
The next thing he does is pulling his clothes from his body, taking underwear and goes under the shower. He didn´t close the door. Actually, why should I behave like a good old virgin, maybe because I am one? No, of course not, I should be a little bit livelier. Come on Wanda, you can do it!
So, now I´m standing behind the door, waiting for my pulse to reduce the pace. It´s like I´m at 100 to 200, ready to collapse. I should go. Three, two, one, I push the door slowly open, watching at first his body under the shower. He´s looking extremely good for my eyes. Maybe for everyone else a little bit to less muscle, but in my opinion, it´s only right.
I pull the shower knob open, stepping into it. He looks at me with a smile, kissing me on my lips again. Pulling me towards him, laying his hands on the small of my back. After a few kisses he turns the water off, because every time our lips meet, we get more water in our mouth than each other. It´s no turn on, of course.
Then we are standing there, each other in the hug of the other part, my head leaning on his shoulder. It feels good, so familiar. I like the feeling of protect and security, it feels so right to be in his arms. I could sleep here and there, never needing a bed anymore, so good is that feeling in this moment. I wouldn´t dare to forget this hug ever.
"Wanda, do you want to shower, too? I can help you, if you want", he lets the question to be answered. Hm, I´m tired, so why not? "Yes, please, I like you to." And he takes a shampoo in his hands, massaging that into my hair, then taking the soap and touches place with her, no man has ever been. And it feels so good, every nerve in my body is screaming.
"Can we go to the bed; I feel so tired. I´m sorry to break this moment, but my feet can´t stand anymore."
"Of course, let me take your hand." And he walks me out of the shower, grabbing a towel and press it to my body, a second one for my hair. The moment I´m dry enough, after rubbing my whole body, I went to the bed. It feels nice and comfy. Hm.