-I couldn't put it out of my head. Even tough Anthony and my father were in the dinning room too. My father is still acting cold towards me but dotes on Anthony. I wonder why? I had a nice chat with Anthony even father joined us later on even though, he mostly talked with Anthony or asked him a question and ignored me. In the end it was fun. But I am way to curious so much so that it could kill me in this world. Anyway, Zero play my memories of my death. –
[Replaying memories]
***
"Hnn, way too bright. wait what time is it? Nooooo I am late I need to hurry, or I will miss the lecture."
I hurriedly put my close on and went to the kitchen.
"Mum why didn't you wake me?"
"Because you always lecture me that you are already 21, an adult and you can get up on your own."
"But I did tell you yesterday evening that I have a lecture today and you still wake me almost every day just not today."
"Huh I can't remember you telling me that. But you want to become a businesswoman or even a CEO so you should be better at your time management, or at least at getting up in time."
"Hump, normally you treat me like a kid but whenever you need to teach me a lesson, I am an adult."
"That is called raising a child. Here take that and hurry to college."
She gave me a packed breakfast because I didn't have time to eat.
"Thanks mum. Love you, bye."
"Love you too, have a nice day."
-I still have 15 minutes till the lecture begins and it takes 10 to college from my house. I should be able to make it. –
Brrr
-A text message? Who could that be? –
{Hey, Naomi we need to meet this afternoon. I need to tell you about my date with Michael. He was so romantic and handsome.}
-Oh, Nathalie did say she had a date yesterday. –
{I am free this afternoon we could meet at Beni's Caffe. But if you talk longer than one hour about your date you have to pay for me.}
{Meanyyyyyyyy. This time was different. He is special. And the date was awesome.}
{Yeah, special like the other ones. I will be there around 4 p.m.}
{Bey the way he has a cute friend who is looking for a girlfriend. So wee could go on a double date~.}
{You know that I'm busy with my studies and not looking for a relationship}
{More like busy sleeping and reading. Come on just meet him once}
{Let's talk about this in the afternoon.}
Beeeep Beeeep
Crash
I just walk across the street, but I made sure that the light was green. It was the driver's fault, but that doesn't help me now. I am laying on the street am in pain and am losing dangerous amounts of blood.
"Shit is she still alive? I probably should call the ambulance."
"Hello, §$§% is speaking I just hit a girl with my car and am at $%$&."
….
…
…
I hear the sirens
-The ambulance vehicle must be near I am really lucky.
But this pain I can barely think, and breathing is painful too.
"We need to stop the bleeding and give her a blood transfusion"
"---"
"---"
I tried to talk but nothing came out of my mouth
"Don't worry you will survive this."
-No, you don't understand. You can't give me a blood transfusion!!!!-
-I have the rarest kind of blood the so-called golden blood. Only 43 people have this kind of blood worldwide. I donate blood and I always have some at the locale hospital fore myself too if something ever happens. Normal people never think that they might need blood but, in my case, I had to make sure that I had some if the need ever arises. –
They put me in the car, stopped the bleeding and gave me a blood transfusion
-So, now I am doomed. I can't bear this pain and I won't survive if I just close my eyes and fall asleep this pain will stop. No, I want to see my mom one last time and let her say good bey to me. –
5 Minutes later
"Something doesn't seem right"
"Save it we are already at the hospital."
They get me out of the hospital there I see the Doctor who I know since I was little. When he saw that I got a blood transfusion he went pale.
"You Idiots! You just killed a girl who could have been saved!"
They looked offended and dumbfounded.
"For god's sake, she is the girl with the golden blood!"
-I'm some kind of celebrity in the local hospital. The must be new to not know who I'm-
Understanding bloomed on their faces but was soon replaced with frustration.
-Wow I never saw him this mad. I never thought he could get this mad. This pain where is my mum, I don't want to bear it any longer. –
My doctor came to me and I blinked at him to let him know that I am still conscious and alive.
"You are a strong girl. You probably, know already that you are going to die. Your mum was already informed and should be here at any moment."
…
…
"Honey!"
I heard my mums voice
My doctor stepped into her way.
"She will die soon so you should say your good byes as long as she is conscious and alive.
"What but no I can't no just no my little girl she is still so young." Sob sob
"I am sorry."
He stepped aside and let my mum come to me.
"Honey I'm so sorry I should have woken you up in the morning. If you could you would say that it wasn't my fault like you always did but as your mum I can't stop worrying and thinking that it was or is my fault when you got hurt. I hope that you'll live longer in your next live. Love you and farewell my child." Sob sob
"----"
"---"
I again tried to talk but to no avail.
In the end I blinked which made here cry even harder afterwards I let myself be consumed by the darkness.
***
Sob sob
-So that was how I died. I didn't even realize how much I miss my mum-
Sob sob
-I didn't remember my life that well but now all the memories come folding back. -
Sob sob
-Mum I miss you so much. Natalie I am sorry that I didn't make it that day I hope you are doing well. You and my mum did get along well so I hope that you can help each other overcome my death. –
Sob sob
The reliving of the memories took less than one hour and the rest of the afternoon I lay curled up on my bed and grieved over my death.
***
[One hour left till lunch]
Sob sob
-I don't wana eat anything-
I got up and walked to a mirror
-Not that I could leave this room. I look terrible. –
I had swollen eyes from all the crying.
-I'll just go to bed. I hope that I can act normal tomorrow. I can't explain why I can't stop crying. I am not so sure if it was the right decision to remember my death but eventually, I need to come to terms with it and the pain that remembering it causes. –
I walked back to my bead
-Oh, right I did want to train in mana sensibility before going to bed…. Not today I'll just go to bed. There is still a tomorrow and I need to function then. I have a new life and my mum and Nathalie wouldn't have wanted me grieving about my death and wasting my new life. –
I fell asleep crying.