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Chapter 7 - Grieving

Morning the next day

-I need to get up and follow my routine. I can't just lie in bed and do nothing. That will just make me more depressed. –

I walked before my mirror

-I still look terrible but better than yesterday. Hahhh I wanna sleep some more and just do nothing… But I dreamed of being reborn in a fantasy world so I shouldn't let my time go to waste. Besides the best way not to drown in grieve is drowning oneself in work. –

With this thought in mind I put on some clothes and went to the dining hall.

-Oh, I forgot to think about what I wanna do in this world for a living. Hmmmm in my last live I wanted to be a CEO because I was fascinated by them because thy were hard working and had a lot of money. Both of what I lacked. Whenever I read a book with magic, I always fantasized about the different rules in that fantasy world and how I would investigate them if I would be born in one. At that time, it was just a fantasy but now I could make it reality. –

I entered the dining hall and began my breakfast.

-Seems like I'll have breakfast alone. Anyway, back to the topic. If I really decide to do magical research, then I need money a loot of money. Hmmm where do I get that from, my father probably won't fund me. Maybe, I could combine my dreams. If I first start a business and am successful than I can fund my research. So that is quite ambitious, but I have Zero and am reincarnated. Thinks of which you couldn't even accomplish when you are ambitious, besides if I don't dream big then I won't accomplish anything. At the moment I can't do anything related to it and I need to wait till I graduate from high magic school. Zero but them on the bottom of the list. –

With this thought I finished breakfast and went to the trainings ground.

-I already ask Anthony for new moves but it is so boring to just train them like this. Isn't there a way to make my training less mundane? Hmmm, oh I know, Zero create module of a sword wilding opponent for me. –

[Crating module…

Lacking specifications

Gender, height, skill level, age]

-Male adult average height, as for the skill level, make different levels according to the skill level, us as reverence the data saved and the guys on the trainings ground. After creating employ skill level one. –

[Creating module…

Deploying module]

With that a blue hologram of an adult man with a sword in hand appeared in front of me.

-Ok I got this-

With that I grabbed my dagger tight and tried to fight the hologram. I ran at it and tried to slash at it but before I could do that

[Doge to the right]

-Wha…-

I didn't react in time and the hologram hit me.

[Fight lost. simulation resetting…

Try again?]

-The hit didn't hurt, it felt more like a breeze where the sword hit me. I wasn't prepared that Zero gives me fighting advice especially in a simulation, but I am glad about this cheat it will be a lot easier. I'll try to do what Zero says. Yes –

With this the man flickered and I ran at him again

[Doge to the right]

This time I was ready and dodged. Even tough the hologram moved really slowly he cut me before I managed to get up.

I got absorb with this and forced my mind to focus on the hologram, so I didn't notice when tears started to roll down my cheeks.

After yet another doge after with I got slashed.

-Uhhh uff uhhh I can't I'm so exhausted I will just stay on the ground. –

"Are you all right?"

"Anthony. Yes, just a little exhausted."

"I can't remember ever crying from exhaustion."

I stared at him dumfounded and reached for my cheeks.

"I really am crying I didn't even notice."

He gave me a handkerchief.

"How can't you notice when you are crying? Anyway, want to tell me what troubles you?"

"Thanks. How can you tell?"

"You aren't the only one who trains like crazy when something is troubling you."

"Yeah probably…. I had a nightmare where I died and had to leave my loved ones behind… It was so realistic."

"Hmm dreams can be realistic, but you should be glad that you are still alive. But you could train and study hard to prevent that this dream ever becomes reality."

-It is my past so it already became reality but maybe I can prevent it form happening again. –

I nodded

"I will try."

"I know that I am bad at encouraging someone but if you want someone to listen you can count on me."

I looked at him and smiled

"Thanks, I will remember that besides your advice wasn't that bad."

He smiled back

"Anthony do you have some spare time?"

"Why do you ask?"

"If you have some we could spar. I am still terrible, but you could teach me." I looked at him with my best puppy eyes

"Why not"

With that we got up and positioned ourselves

"I'll use my sword. You should try to close the distance but don't just run at me."

I grabbed my dagger tight and cautiously mad one step after the other

"Not bad. But try to move in a circle which you make smaller. If you come close in a straight line it'll be predictable, easy to doge and easy to counter attack."

In this fashion I managed to come near him

"You should be able to sprint on me from that distance, which will make me act faster than running in a straight line."

I did as he suggested. I sprinted at him jumped and slashed.

Ding

He parried with his sword

"Not bad. I liked your jump with which you tried to compensate your lake of strength."

***

[One your left till lunch]

-What already this late. –

I was drenched in sweet but had a lot of fun with Anthony. He noticed the time too.

"It is about time that we stop. You need to take a shower before your afternoon lesson begins."

"Yeah. Can we repeat this?"

"Sure. I'll let you know when I've time."

-We grew a lot closer while sparing or more like while he taught me. –

"Thanks for teaching me. I had a lot of fun. See you at the library in the evening."

I waved at him and made my way to the bathroom.

***

In my classroom

-I used charge to get my stamina up but I am still terrible at it. At least I managed to somewhat master Accumulation. Anthony is really a great big brother I feel bad that I wanted to use him. But I won't survive if I want to be a saint or a hero who loves and helps everyone. But I will be nice to people who are nice to me. –

Knock knock

Mr. Cacklemi enters the room and sits at the other chair.

"Good afternoon."

I greet him too and made a curtesy.

"Today I will explain to you the basics of magic."

I like always, have my hand on the book, which lies on the table.

"Last week I taught you about the history of magic and this week we will continue with the elements. There are fire, water, air, earth, light and darkens. The light and darkens elements interact different with each other than the other elements. They are essential for healing. Even tough darkens has a great devasting potential and light magic is rarely used in offensive ways you can't fight one with the other at best they will negate each other if one magus is much more powerful than the other, but in most cases nothing happens. The other elements interact different with each other. For example, fire and air. When you want to make a fire, you need to blow in the sparks to ignite it. But you also can blow out a candle. The same principals apply for magic. You always need to understand how the elements interact with each other without magic to understand how they will behave when they are used in spells.

There are also some evolved elements like lightning, ice and metal. You can use the same principals as for the basic elements. The evolved elements are in some way stronger but harder to learn because you need to understand first the element it is based off, and afterwards you can start learning an evolved element. But an evolved element can also be inferior to a basic element. It al depends on understanding, magical power and how used the magi is to that element.

Any questions?"

"Yes. So, it does not matter which element is used because they are all equal?"

"Yes and no. Most elements are equal, but lightning is superior to water. We will cover the underlying principals in the following days.

That then concludes our lesson."

With that he bid his farewells and left.

-I am already aware of most of the principals but to be safe. Zero scan stored data and collect data on all elements also make a list and show in percent how much data is present for every element. –

[Scanning data and creating list…

Estimated time needed: 5 minutes]

That's longer than I thought but whatever I will just go to the library and wait for Anthony. I really need to ask him to teach me cleansing. I always forgot about it when I saw him, I won't this time."