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Chapter 26 - Hospital (2)

Katlyn was so frazzled from what had happened, the pain she was in still proceeded to discomfort her... She didn't know what to say. Who to say it to first. She couldn't help think, what did I do to myself? What will they all think when I give my answer? Will they think im pathetic? Is Atticus crying because Mya thinks I should stay away from him... I understand... Who woukd want their kid neer me. 3 time survivor of herself... I truely am pathetic... Why would they safe someone they know will bring them trouble... I'm not what they want me to be... Why do I even try...

WHAT AM I SAYING!?!?! I know they live me... But... But...

Katlyn was so confused on what to say... What to do... She started to cry... Aaron gently let everyone out of the room, everyone but Jin... They all new what had to be done, had to be said... Nobody knew how to say it... They knew she need her love... And her family... Jin and Aaron were the most important people to her now...

"Katlyn? Van you hear me?"... "Its Aaron... I know you're there. Please talk to me... I'm your brother... I care about you... I love you... Please just let me help you..." Aaron took Katlyn's hand as Jin held her in his arms... "We got you... We love you... We don't blame you... Nobody here is judging you... Nobody..." Katlyn only started to cry harder after she heard Jin's heart warming words... They weren't sympathetic words... They were the words Daniel wasn't there to tell her... They were the words she needed. The boost she needed to keep going... The words she needed to be able to know that she was able to tell her family her feelings...

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They all left the hospital three days later... Not many words were said... Not as many as the tears that were shed... But every word was warming, and welcoming between them... When they were heading out Aaron pulled Katlyn aside to tell her something while everyone else headed out of the room to the car... "You know that out of everyone here... Everyone that went through Daniel's death... "

"You... You were the strongest... Don't let anuone ever tell you different... And he may not be here anymore... But I am... I will always love you, I will always protect you... If you fall, And I can't safe you... I'll jump with you... I'll give you away when you marry Jin... I'll be there for you and my niece or newfew when the time comes... And if it doesn't I'll be there for you when you get your second cat... You will always be my reason that you should never give up on someone... Because I know you... You can overcome anything. Except maybe the top shelf..." Katlyn and Aaron both chuckled in each others arms as the tears flowed down... "You made me who I am today... And I couldn't be prouder to call you my little sister..." They stayed there holding each other in tears for what seemed like hours. When they came to the car it was as if an anvil had been lifted from all of their shoulders. Amd they knew it would be okay...