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Chapter 25 - Hospital

The minutes seemed to pass as hours. The surgury had been taking to long. What felt like 3 hours was only 45 minutes... Katlyn had cut her arms main vein, including 3 of its branching veins... She lost over 2 pints of blood within the first 3 minutes. When she got out of surgury, her beautiful olive skin was a pale porclin shade of white... Nobody dared to move when they entered her room. She looked as if she was about to be burried. Her lips were a mix of pink and purple. And her skin was scratched with minor paper cuts all over. Dried tears on her face... Her pale, cold face. She wasn't smiling. Nor was she sad. She had a cold expression on her face, one that looked as if she was staring strait into the devil's eyes... She still hadn't woken up yet. She was in a mix of shock, and tamatization. Almost as if she was awake while she were also asleep. She could feel everything, smell, and hear in similar was as if she was awake. The only problem was that she wasn't. Anytime she heard someone talking it came out as a high pitch scream that made her entire body want to fold inside out. But she was unable to move her body, nor was she able to speak, or even open her eyes. This happens alot to people in surgury. Its when your awake in your head and all your senses like feeling, hearing, smelling, everything except for hearing normaly is turned on and active, but your paralized. It can happen while your in surgury, or as your waking up from the anestia. Thankfully Katlyn didn't feel her surgury but she was slowly tuning in after she was sent to the recovery ward... She couldn't handle the noises. She heard babies crying, people screaming in an agonizing feeling of loss and pain. She heard wheels of gurnies. People walking. Someone knocking on doors. The worst noises were in her own room. She heard crying, she heard loud scribles from the doctors pen. Typing. Every noise was amplifyed by 20. But she couldn't move, or say anything, she was momentarily paralized. It would definetly ware off after the anestia did, but for now she just wanted to make it end... She read something in the paper a few years ago. A woman who was paralized from the neck down, and on bed rest, couldn't take her new found way of life. She wanted to kill herself quickly at first. But she knew she was unable to move anything other than her head. So, she bit her own tounge off and bled to death. Katlyn was so determind in that moment of agony, the noises. Everything around her made her feel pain. One touch of someones hand made her wanna scream, it was as if someone had branded her. She wanted to end it all. Though she couldn't. She was still paralized. She didn't blame whoever was touching her shoulder, no. She new about the circumstances her body was going through. But she couldn't help but feel as if she were in hell... She sat there for so long sje didn't even know if it were night or day. It had only been an hour. Though to her it felt like days...

After over an hour the anestia finally started to wear off. She was able to tune in her ears back to normal. She able to move, yet still she was very sore... The second sge started to open her eyes she saw Jin at the side of her bed. And Aaron running from across the room to her... She heard her name coming from the mouths of at least 5 people, including a doctor. She still couldn't pin point who was saying what. Until she heard a break in the comotion. "Aunt Katlyn?" It was Atticus, he was crying in Aaron's arms...

"Katlyn... Katlyn... I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."