I'm here na sa classroom kahit recess. Hindi ako gutom, and I'm bothered by my classmates na nagbubulungan pa rin kapag napapatingin sakin. The squad are asking me if I'm okay pero I lied and I told them na oo because I don't want them to worry, busy sila eh.
Hindi ko alam if kakausapin ko ba si Pervy, naguguluhan pa rin kasi ako, everything is so surreal. Iyong mga nangyayari sakin, hindi ko alam how to handle everything, as in all of them. I'm just a girl-- a fabulous girl pala to experience this kind of hardship huhu.
Naramdaman ko na nag-beep iyong phone ko so of course I kinda umaasa na si Pervy iyong nagtetext because he's been annoying me since then.
Tama nga ako, Pervy just texted, "Heyyy baby... A penny for your thoughts huh? Are you okay?" Iyan ang text niya. I don't know but may goosebumps akong nararamdaman whenever he's acting like a real real boyfriend. He doesn't have to be that sweet whenever we're not around people.
Napatingin ulit ako sa phone ko when I felt it vibrating. it's from Pervy again, "You keep on ignoring me since that day, is it that bad? :(" And this time napatawa naman ako, he's the type of guy na kahit wala sa tono kumanta ay mapapa-wow ka because of his dancing skills, maybe that's why he did dancing to cover up his singing na ewan.
I look at my cellphone again kasi nag-beep ulit ito, "You're laughing at me baby, as much as I want to see you smile kaya sige laugh all you want :)" And this time napatigil na ako sa kakatawa.
Bakit niya knows na tumatawa ako? May cctv ba siya sa classroom? May bug ba siya na inipit sakin or what? Is he a psychic? If psychic does that please enlighten me.
Magta-type pa lang sana ako kaya lang he sent me a message na naman, "You want to ask kung bakit ko alam? My eyes are functioning only for you baby ;)" Like what?! What's the connection?! Is he nuts or nuts?! He is baliw. Period.
This time I'm composing a message na talaga, "Crazy ka ba?! Are you a stalker or what?! May alagad ng dark ka ba na pinadala dito Perverted Casanova?!" and I press sent. I'm getting paranoid and I'm starting to hawa his crazy and nuts syndrome kasi kulang nalang I will believe na he's something not normal.
"I'm not your stalker, I'm your boyfriend," I literally had goosebumps when I heard his voice nang malapit sa left ear ko and I look at the guy na nasa likod ko na sinusumpa ko with all of my branded bags na almost na akong ma-heart attack!
He's just sitting behind me and preskong nakangiti and enjoying my reaction, "And oh, by the way, yes I do, I'm crazy about you baby," and he winked kaya agad naman akong napatingin sa mga classmates ko when I realized nasa classroom kami and he's fudging here!
Napatingin sila samin and may iba na umiiling na parang hindi gusto ang nakikita nila and may iba na nag-aayiee and there is others who are supporting me and who are not.
"Would you stop minding those human baby? Just look at me like I'm the only human you want to look, please?"
My face is really burning I can feel it! Why? Because he cupped my face with his bare hands and pinaharap ang mukha ko sa kanya and you know what I saw? Malapit ang mukha niya sa face ko, malala na siya! He's... He's... Okay he's good at acting okay?! Ako na ang talo dito! Ako na ang palaging nagiging weird ang pakiramdam whenever he does his role.
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"Ano ba kasi ang ginagawa mo dito?! You don't have classes ba?!" I blurted out on him kasi hanggang lunch nandito pa rin siya and it is annoying me! Really! Lahat ng students here are talking about me--- or specifically us! And he's not even bothered by that thought.
He just said na, "Ikaw lang kasi tinitignan ko," and he did his infamous wink. How stupid and insensitive can he be? I think he's just bored lang eh that's why he is making me feel inis dahil wala siyang magawa.
Nandito kami sa canteen and kakatapos ko lang kumain kasi we just ate burger lang naman pero sa kanya binabagalan niya ang pagch-chew! "They don't mind me skipping class, I can manage, and importante ngayon ay ikaw," sabi niya at kumain ulit.
"Why are you doing this Pervy?! You're overdoing everything. I mean you don't have to kalat to the whole campus na tayo diba?! Why?!" Ayan, I said everything I want to ask sa kanya because he's getting weird na talaga! He's the main reason bakit ito kumalat eh. It was suppose to be our secret.
Nag-act naman siya like pa feeling cute na nag-iisip with his one finger katabi sa kanyang cheeks, he's not cute okay! Don't you dare na ngumiti Julienne, "Since we're together and this is the first time that I dated someone from the Royal North Academy, I want to give it a try," and he, again, winked. Napakunot naman ang noo ko dahil sa mababaw niyang reason, "And it's just for fun, just go with the flow Julienne, let's just play the game we started and cherish it."
Hindi ko alam but I paused when he said "play" and "game". Yep, this is a game, we're playing a game, we're acting or whatever you call that. Haha, how can he fudging play this game so neatly and.. parang totoo.
Oo nga naman, he's a casanova. What a dumb Julienne.
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Guess kung where kami ngayon? It's freaking 5:30 PM and nasa basketball court nila ako, he's practicing basketball with the others kasi.
Lumapit siya sakin na nakangiting aso, he's like a crazy dog, "Please baby just support me on this, ngayon lang and ihahatid kita sa inyo promise," and he is making or trying to be cute na nagpa-puppy eyes.
Napasimangot ako, "Bakit pa kasing kailangan andito ako Prevy?! You know that chearleading squad freak hates me right? Knows mo iyon Pervy! Do you want a war right now?", tantrums ko sa kanya. He's nakakainis and so dense kasi.
"Okay baby, okay. I'm sorry," and he's napayuko naman, magda-drama na namin itong Pervy na ito kainis, "Kaya lang naman kita pinapunta dito kasi wala iyong mga asungot na tropa ko," at kinamot pa niya ulo niya na parang nahihiya.
Huh? What did he mean by that?
"Ano naman kinalaman dyan sa pagpunta ko dito? Hindi ko G Pervy, make it malinaw naman please," napa roll eyes nalang ako and I was shock na nakayuko na siya at di na niya kinakamot ulo niya.
I was about to ask if may nasabi ba ako that made him offended but, "Sige siguro naman alam mo na din na sa aming apat ako iyong medyo walang alam sa basketball," nagulat ako sa bigla bigla niyang pag-confess. I felt the coldness in his voice.
Nagagalit ba siya?! Bakit bigla bigla siyang nagagalit without me knowing ano ang reason behind those, gusto kong mainis but I calmed myself, "Ano nga connect nang pagpunta ko dito okay? Anong meron na wala yung iba mong ka tropa at sa hindi ka magaling sa basketball?" Hindi ko napigilan ang pagkunot ng aking noo.
Napatingin naman siya sakin na hindi makapaniwala na iyon ang sinabi ko, now what? Alien ba siya that's why hindi niya ako naiintindihan?
Nagkatinginan lang kami at hindi niya talaga ako sinasagot dahil iyon pa rin ang reaction niya, he's like sinusuri ako and tinitignan ang buong mukha ko lalo na ang mga eyes ko. What's wrong with this guy? Bakit ang weird ng mga Royal Southernian! Argh!
I feel like I'm wasting my time here, "Okay so you will just titig to me the whole night? Mas mabuti pa na aalis nalang ako, bye Pervy," and akmang aalis na talaga ako and I'm damn serious about me leaving but...
"Wait!"
Napapikit ako sa pag-stop niya sakin. My time is so precious, pwede ko na itong i-shopping or manood ng movies or even read Wattpad or bonding with Chloe and the squad, or even Josh but here I am, pilit na iniintindi itong weirdo na tapos Pervy pa!
Hindi ako tumingin sa likod kung where siya naka-pwesto but I stop walking naman, I have respect naman for others so I will listen kahit naiirita na ako.
Naramdaman ko that he snake his arms and pinilipit sa neck ko and lock me doon sa bisig niya while his head is resting on my shoulder, gusto ko sanang kumawala kaya lang he's frigging strong! What the fudge!
I stop na pumalag when nagsalita siya, "Okay okay, what I mean is... Gusto kong makita mo ako na magaling naman sa basketball. When the guys are here, nasa kanila iyong attention mo like noong nakaraang game. So I fucking ordered them na wag muna mag-practice kahit ngayong araw lang, sakin muna ang atensyon mo baby," and I heard him sighed.
Eto na naman ang binibigay niya sakin na feeling damn, fudge siya fudge! "I can't believe I said this, fuck," dinig ko ang tawa niya na parang ewan na hindi makapaniwala, "I can't believe you're so dense baby," at ako pa talaga?! Susuntukin ko na sana siya nang may sinabi na naman siya na weird.
"Nakakahiya tuloy," sabi niya. Mahina iyon pero I heard it clearly kasi malapit lang siya sakin, wala na iyong mukha niya na nakapatong sa shoulder ko but ramdam ko iyong forehead niya sa back ng ulo ko.
Walang salitang lumalabas sa mouth ko because I'm freaking speechless! Ano ba ang dapat kong sabihin? Or susuntukin ko nalang siya? Ah no, or kukurutin? Or maybe sasampalin? Siguro kawawa naman siya if gagawin ko sa kanya iyon after his confession, or part of the game confession tsk.
"L-Let's go home," nauutal kong sabi, yes I know that I'm nauutal! And it is because of this weirdo and freak and pervert!
Lumuwag at kumawala na ako sa arms niya and I slowly harap sa kanya para uuwi na kami but when I harap na kay Pervy he is grinning and starts to mess his hair, "Yep baby, let's go to OUR home," and he winked.
Medyo in process pa, but when I understand it na, of course napalaki yung eyes ko, my goodness gracious! What a freaking Pervert! I started to palo him with my bag, bahala na kahit Chanel ito, I don't care ang kapal ng mukha ng evil na ito!
"Aray! Baby aray! Di pa tayo kasal bakit para mo na akong inuunder huhu," arte pa niya na nasasaktan na parang battered husband, yuck! Super duper yuck!
Mas lalo kong nilakasan ang pagpalo kay Pervy with my oh so precious bag, I will pray my bag later kasi kawawa na bag ko, "Yuck! Yuck! We will never be having a kasal! You will never be my future husband! We will never have a home and last, I will never be your wife, you perverted casanova!" and I palo him with all my might.
Nag-position naman siya na nagshield from my bag.
"Ouch! So will you be my mistress then?"
What the!