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Chapter 6 - Phase

On a day like any other, I found a being who piqued my interest.

He listened to the same music as I, dressed as me, had similar interests.

Shall we be friends?

...

If I am to give one piece of advice, it is to never trust people you meet through the suggested accounts section of Instagram.

I thought I had found love once more, but it was nothing more than infatuation and a yearning for comfort. 

Comfort which he could not provide either.

So as the clock struck midnight on New Year's Eve, I was worried sick he had done something bad.

Had he overdosed?

Had he carried out his plan?

I never got an answer. He didn't talk about it. Not once again.

Now my heart aches as I remind myself of the pure compassion I showed to someone who could not bother to merely comfort me in a moment of despair and sorrow.

Once again I walk this earth alone, love seemingly out of reach.