I went to Jordan place on the weekend and was surprised to see him with a girl that looked oddly familiar.
What's going on here? Lily? What are you doing here? Answer the fucking question
This is Rachel my friend. Hi you must be Amelia. Jordan told me so much about you.
I gave a fake smile and I guessed she understood. I was just about to leave bye.
You don't look too good lily are you okay? So you didn't bother to call me because of her? No it's not like that i….. you don't have to explain.
I was worried something was wrong since I didn't hear from you but now I realized you were busy having fun with your girlfriend I'll take my leave.
You've misunderstood. She is just a friend. Yeah whatever I am off. Amelia, is something wrong? You don't usually behave like this. No nothing is wrong I just want to leave.
Stay with me please I am the only one at home. Your Dad? He is out of the country. I reluctantly agreed. Let's go to my room.
Are you sure you sleep alone? This bed is way too big for one person. He sat beside me shifting closer. About what happened the other day…. You don't have to explain.
I know you are mad at me but I have my reasons. What reasons? All we did was kiss and you pushed me away like it was gross.
I didn't mean it like that. I wasn't going to do anything else except for the kiss but you pushed me away.
I am sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. Its fine. How should I make it up to you? I don't know I and I am not mad at you I said shifting away from him.
How about this? Suddenly he pulled me closer and kissed me. He placed his hand at the back of my head deepening the kiss.
We pulled apart catching our breath. As our lips parted, Jordan's eyes locked onto mine, filled with desire.
But he hesitated, his expression turning cautious. Amelia we can't. He whispered, his voice strained. I frowned sensing his tension. What's wrong?
He took a deep breath. I don't have protection. I don't want to risk….you know. Pregnancy I completed his words.
He nodded, his jaw clenched. Even though it hurts, I understood him.
His gaze searched mine, ensuring I wasn't disappointed.
I want you Amelia, but I want to do this right.
When the time is right.
I love you I said, my voice barely above a whisper. Jordan's face relaxed and he pulled me into a tender kiss.
We'll wait, he whispered