Ethan Pov:
"I thought you were with him last night."
'I was but all we did was drink last night; we have a few things to talk about.'
"Alright then bae, guess you guys will be busy"
'A little'
"Alright then, bye love"
'Alright'
This was the first time I hung up on Tracy, my girlfriend without telling her I loved her because I don't think she deserved my love after what I did last night. Even though we had a fight, and her insulting me, she still doesn't deserve what I did.
I was about to go to bed when my phone beeped with a message. I took a glance at it and noticed it was Gmail. I have applied for several jobs; I just pray it is one of those companies with good news.
'God let it be good news. God, please let it be good news.
I have been going for jobs interviews in the last four months after my graduation and most of them have declined. Telling me the same story in different statement and my last hopes were the two last companies which I have heard nothing from.
I eagerly opened my Gmail when the name of one of these company's flashed on my screen and opened it with the hope that it was going to good news.
Dear Mr. Ethan,
Re: Application for Personal Assistant Role
We appreciate the time you took to interview with us for the personal assistant role at HAWKINS COOPERATION. We were impressed by your skills and experience, and we appreciate the interest you showed in joining our team.
After careful consideration, we regret to inform you that we will not be moving forward with your application at this time. While your qualifications are impressive, we have decided to pursue another candidate whose skills and experience are a better fit for our current needs.
Please know that this decision is in no way a reflection on your abilities or potential. We recognize that you have a lot to offer, and we encourage you to continue pursuing opportunities that align with your goals and aspirations.
Thank you again for considering HAWKINS COOPERATION as a potential employer. We wish you the best of luck in your job search and hope that our paths will cross again in the future.
Sincerely.
I turned off my phone after I finished reading the sad news and angrily got out of my bed to prepare a sandwich. 'You can't die of hunger just because you can't land a job dude.' I murmured to myself before taking my first bite.
I went out to the backyard to see my dog and later got comfortable in front of the television to watch the repeat of last night game since I was not able to do so yesterday. I was enjoying the game but was ruined because of the door bell.
Racheal wouldn't be back until half past six. I checked the time which was on 1:10 noon. Went to the door, checked who it was through the peep hole. I shocked my head when I saw the person who was at the other side of the door and took a deep breath before opening it.
"Finally, dude." Austin said as he stepped through the door.
'What is up'
"What are you doing watching football, thought you said you were going to sleep"
'That was the plan, until I saw the email from Hawkins Cooperation that my unfortunately blah blah, so they kind of ruined my sleep.'
"You are kidding me right; you were hoping for this one to go through for you."
'Enough about that. Did you catch last night's game,' I said while pointing at the Tv screen.
"Yeah, I did we whooped their asses."
'Nice. Aren't you supposed to still be at work?' "Of course, just pretended to be sick and got away from work. My supervisor gave me permission to leave. I want to know the full details of your runs last night."
'You are joking right. You left your job just to come here for me to tell how I got most mind-blowing blowjobs. Tell me, when did you fuck your supervisor. You have a job; I wish I was that lucky.'
"Lucky in which aspect?"
'In everything bro. You have your own place, a car, a great job and a girl that respects you.'
"Come on guy, I am sure Tracy didn't mean what she said and besides you guys have been together since high school."
'I know all that but after what I experienced last night, I don't know anymore dude.'
"She must have been really good." Austin whined, wiggling his brows.
'Extremely good. She changed my view of life and me thinking I won't find a woman whom can take all of me and still asked for more.'
"Really?"
'Have I ever told you that I have never gone down on Tracy like to give her head.'
"Seriously! But when it comes to Tracy, it shouldn't come as a shock."
'And this girl made me do everything I ever wanted.'
"You touched her?"
'Touched! Dude, I licked her. I sucked her. I made her believe that porn is real. With Tracy. She believes in something else. She hardly gave me the chance to touch her the way I did with this stranger. She made everything difficult and last night after what she said made me lose it.'
"What is her name?"
'Not knowing her name made it more fun.'
"Wow dude. This is surely new; you are never like this."
'She blew my mind away. Care for something, grabbing a beer, what will you like man.' I asked while making my way to the fridge.
"Sure, beer is good for me."
'It's that all you want?'
"Yeah, that is just fine by me."
I took out two bottle of beer and some peanuts for myself and made my way back to the living room.
'Take'
"Thanks man. Now tell where you met her and what really happened with Tracy."
'I met her at the club, we spoke of what seemed like an hour or more. I later followed her to her room. I actually didn't plan spending the night there since most girls run after seeing my cock. But after the first round we actually slept off and I woke to pee and found her awake when I got back to the room and went on to continue from were we left off.'
"Did she really go down on you?"
'Of course she did." I said and thought about how it felt liked to be sucked off. 'Dude, she put her mouth on me and fucked me with her long tongue. I even got the chance to fill her mouth with my...'
I stopped talking because I had the feeling that someone was at the front door, I was reaching for my phone to check the time when Rachel walked in.
"Guy we already watched this game, come on let us watch something else."
'You know I was not able to pay attention to it last night, so allow me to do so.'
'Hey, sis welcome. How was your day.'
"Good evening. Welcome back" Austin asked and she replied respectively.
"Hope you feed your dog?"
'Of course I did, why did you think I wouldn't feed her.'
"Well, you didn't remember you had a dog last night, she actually was waiting on you, you know."
"But dude, why name your dog 'dog' that is so weird." Austin said before taking another swing of his drink.
"Exactly what I said. But your idiot of a friend here doesn't listen to anyone." Rachel said looking at me.
You could say, I am pretty bad at picking up names, Dog isn't my first pet and I always have these hilarious names for them. They don't bother me so what is there to worry about.
"Your brother is weird Rachel." Austin said to sis.
"I know and it is annoying." Can't believe they are talking about me like I am not in the room.
'You guys know that I am still in the room, right'?
"So? Isn't like we give a shit about you being in the room."
'Oh, I see. Glad to know. I will have my turn.'
"You guys can continue your discussion. I am going to my room." Rachel excused herself.
Being under the same roof with my sister, of course I am not about to open my mouth to discuss such things with Austin. 'Dude, next time.' I mouthed to him.
We finished watching the game and I escorted Austin to his car.
"Quick question, would you want to try again."
'If only the lady can take whatever I dish out and hot as well.'
"Alright then, bye bro."
'Text me when you get home, I don't want Emma calling me at dawn asking if I know where you are.'
"Alright dad, will do. And oh, what will you do if you meet her again." The idiot asked but zoomed off before I could reply. Guess he knows the answer. Of course I am going to lay with her again.
Three more days went by in a blur and on Monday morning, I received the usual message from the last company I was waiting on.
"Dear Mr. Ethan
W are sorry to inform you.... blah blah blah" I didn't bother myself to read the rest of the letter because I already know the ending of it.
I sat in front of the Tv with a beer in on hand and the remote in the other.
'So, in three words Ethan," you are jobless." I said after taking a swing of my drink. 'Just accept it, you can't find a job in this city.
Is this how you going to be forever. No job, no family expect Rachel, no peaceful love life. Nothing, just nothing to show. You are just existing right now.
My phone rang and I didn't bother to check who it was and just hung up the call.
'Great grade. A 4.0 GPA, but no job because I don't have the experience they want. Well, how am I going to get the experience if none of you are not giving me the opportunity.'
My phone rang again displaying Babe on the screen and I made a mental note to change her name back to Tracy.
I picked the call on the third ring and made my voice as neutral as possible.
'Hey.' I said after answering.
"Hi baby."
'What's up with you?'
"I am good. What of you?"
'Fine.'
"Currently still at the office but I would love it if you come over today love.'
'Have things to do, I don't think I can make it.'
"But you said that the last time, I know what I said was wrong and I am sorry for that love."
'That was because I was busy and I am busy tonight.'
"I am not saying you weren't. I know you won't lie to me. I am just trying to make up to you. And for us to move pass what happened. I am really sorry for what I said babe."
'Honestly, I am not in the best frame of mind to keep company. You, Emma, Austin and I finished school together. But the three of you have jobs and places of your own. And I don't have anything to prove that I am a graduate.'
"Ethan, I understand your pain and I am sorry for adding to it. You know I will always be there for you. Your pain is my pain. But please baby don't push me away."
'Alright then, our usually time.'
"Okay baby. I love you."
'Bye.' I once again hang up without saying those three words back to her.