It's getting bad again
That feeling like you constantly have to have meaning or you crumble to a million pieces
It's getting bad again
Having a hard time smiling. Like all you have to do is flash a smile and everyone will leave you alone as if you're fine.
It's getting bad again
That feeling as if someone's constantly watching. Seeing all the bad things you are doing and judging you
It's getting bad again
When you have no reason to keep going other than to simply prove to people that you aren't weak.
It's getting bad again.
And I'm consuming myself.