For a couple times I hear the discussion and recursion and little bit debate, but when I type in this paragraph, I hear many person introduction themselves, and because of love make people in love it's laugh and then after they talk about Sjahrir, they talk about Tan Malaka—it's reminds me of my first time go to Pandam Gadang at 2005, I remember I was look like cameo in Metro Tv—and after that they talking about relationship between Tan Malaka and Sutan Sjahrir whose twice gone to Banda Neira, but this moment so like the song the title is Go the Distance in Hercules (1997) movie from Walt Disney Pictures.
And it's reminds me of my childhood memories in the beach Honolulu when I look at the palm tree when I sat on the basket. That's was after the momentum that I call it Peristiwa Puella Roris, that's make me find the angel's hair in the green-grass near of forest. Up to me, Peristiwa Puella Roris it's when you being a naïf and doesn't know about anything but the information it so attacking actively. Pada saat penciptaan dunia, tak ada waktu sama sekali (Black:2015) that's the true reason to fight against Mr. Smith in The Matrix (1999) movie.
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First time when I was born in the air, sky explodes and color red and blue. I fall into the ocean of Atlantis into the dessert area, then I'm so scary and scream with the sound like trump of Armageddon, and I running so faster and so faster more fast into the Washington DC, that's why I'm afraid to fall, and Christina Perri know it without I don't know where from she knew. "Time stand still, beauty I know she is.." but I'm on hold myself to not attack anyone, just watching them or both together.
But a poem from Chairil Anwar, Diponegoro, I don't know why that's so real, but some person whose following me to Islam, then betray me with my teach to them. So this is my journey to another side.
I know everyday I'm slept, someone rape me, that's why every morning I awake with little energy, then I need coffee because of that. Coffee with sugar, of course, but it's not palm sugar. Last night at 6 December, my neighbor that's slept in guest-room come to my sleeping-room and raped me too. You want to know about my neighbor? She's zombie, and her husband that she kick from her house is make me ashamed, her husband always walk between morning or afternoon, and I know her husband is the Sir Arthur Conan Doyle.
I need the raise because their rape me by continue, all of woman raped me have to pay the cash to me. It must to. If not like that, I wouldn't sleep forever. Or I have to watching blue movie to hold they get my liquid? I think so.
If someone or a few of people ask me, why I am not married, I will give the answer, "Like the song of Clarity.. If our love is tragedy why are you remedy? If our love insanity why are you clarity?" I'm the one and only divergent creature, my bestfriend is air that's called hawa, it's literary, could be tornado because of air it's wind. Air and wind it's loyal with me, that why it's not trouble of me if I smoke Loyal cigarette.
My cousin, Eti Sulastri, have ever said, "No one look similar like us; Rezki, me and you." Of course because before this I'm Soe Hok Gie, but if it's real, how much they push me gone to Hotel Nirvana and eaten by feminazi? The dirty and naughty human very often come to my room when I slept. I miss my Kaoru this night, 7 December 2024, I remember when she told me there are diction of feminazi, and of course this world are full of feminazi, no more pure feminist because Plato was death in Greek long time ago. If the real feminist, there are not would married with anyone, like my friend Yefri Heriani were celibate and become super-independent woman.