During back of this time, I'm on being a crazy rich, but being Richie it's too difficult to me, because I have to face to face with dilemma ethics, because I'm the egalitarianism human, so do I cannot stand in crazy rich zone. So I'm not the Emile Rich that was called by my friend named Jarot, I've to meet another man that similar with Jarot named Fauzan Alawy, and of course Vino G. Bastian. Because of Fiki Puji Abul said to me, after I back to Melati Street from the barrack, because of Fiki Puji Abul said to me, "Tetap saja kau seorang pecundang.." I know Waegos have to promoting my doctoral thesis that I make from Teknik Menulis Tesis dan Disertasi, then Fiki Puji Adi that becoming Zulfan Taufik that's get asam urat because he change his age to older than the nice one, I thought I really have to get back my powerness that I share to many people.
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My mind it's empty, I don't know what's happening on my brain, like the world in my skull is burning and cold. After that I know everyone get motivated, I don't know motivation but I know the motive it's kind of like batik from Yogyakarta. It reminds me to Hendrich said to the main character in the novel of How to Stop the Time by Matt Haig, "First step, don't falling in love." I know that's why Sherlock Holmes is asexual and began the #MensToo.