Well, i dont know how to start.
I am upsetbecause I broke ties with my oldest friend who was also the love of my life.
It was a friendship with love for 18 years.
But, what I am mostly upset about is the way he brought up those things which I told him in confidence. - I didnt retaliate and ended things right then and there.
Now, at this moment, I feel completely alone, it's like a part of my life has vanished.
After Jules's death, this is the biggest blow that I faced today.
I write all this with tears in my eyes but I promise myself that I will never ever cry over another human being ever again.
There are no friends - no lovers - no anything. Its all a MYTH!!!
Happiness is within one's own self, that's it!