Happy New Year!
This is my entry this year, as I didnt get a chance earlier - things have been going terrible...
I have no friends, no money, no happiness - in short no life.
Getting up every morning to face the world becomes more and more difficult...
I have a constant pain in my chest because of anxiety and depression.
Everytime I go to office my boss keeps haggering me to sleep with him.
I tell him and other people that either I am constantly having a prtner or an affair - Just so that I dont show my true self.
I am tired of pretenting. I wish someone could see the true me and embrace and never let go.
Food and Music are the only two things that brings me joy - and my two dogs who keep this dying heart alive.
My father is still the bastard that he has always been, and my mother blames me for the death of my sister whenever she gets a chance - not knowing - HOW MUCH I REGERT NOT BEING ABLE TO SAVE HER...