I miss her, I miss her so so much, sometimes it feels like she is right next to me...
I can feel her embrace her touch ..but then NOTHING.
I keep it all bottled inside.
But they being my parents understand not a thing...
And the way they are pressurising me each day with their demands, I AM NOT MUCH FAR WAY FROM ENDING MY OWN LIFE.
WHAT WRONGS DID I DOTHAT I AM LIVING LIKE THIS?
I HOPE I GET TO KNOW THIS BEFORE I AM FINISHED.