He moves his face closer to kiss me, I get drunk in the intense emotion bubbling in me. The first push of his hips has me clenching. Damn, he's huge. "you need to relax T" so I relax a bit and he pushes in bit by bit till the head pops in. He looks so tensed because of the effort it takes to go slow.
He kisses around my face and neck. The action causes butterflies to erupt in my stomach and my muscles loosen up and I spread my legs wider. I run my hand up and down his back. His skin soft and satiny under my finger tips.
His fingers finds my nipples and he pinches them a little which ignites a fire in my abdomen, he plays with my nipples some more and I moan and I feel him stretch me as he sinks deeper inch by inch. When he bottoms out, he paused, rests his head on my neck and say. "bloody hell T. You're so fucking tight." He kisses up my neck, "your hole is fucking strangling my dick. Fuck. T, you feel so good, so fucking good" he rasped. The initial burn gradually changes to pleasure. The fullness of his dick in me feels so fucking heady. He stays in a bit without moving, letting me adjust to his size.
I squirm and I tap his shoulder. "please move" my voice cracks. He nods and sigh in relief. He pulls out slowly and pushes back in.
"oh God" I moan as my eyes roll back into my head. I'm so horny I want to weep. I want to grab my dick but he brushes my hand off.
"faster" I gasp. His dick feels so good in me. Fuck. Is this what I've been missing? I would have been ass up face down since if I knew anal felt this good.
"are you sure you can take it?" he kisses my nose.
"Yes yes!" I pull him closer, the assault of emotions and sensations has me feeling unhinged. "come on Mal. Fuck me!" I don't care how crazy I sound as long as it gets the job done.
"okay okay" He pulls back to rest on his knees. "I'll give you want you want." He drags my hips to rest on his laps leaving my back on the bed. He positions his dick on my hole and stokes my dick a bit with the other. I bite my lips, feeling inpatient.
"Common put it in Mal." I moan.
He thrusts in harder this time and I arch of the bed as he hits that sweet spot at first try. "fuck!" I moan brokenly as he keeps on hitting the spot with each thrust. My body feels consumed in heat and pleasure. I know nothing but the sensation rushing through me.
"this is what you want right?" he rasps. "my dick so deep inside you, you could almost taste it." His grip on my hips tightens as he increases his paces. "look at you huh, moaning like a slut." One of his hands leaves my thigh as he grabs my neck, tightening it a bit until my vision clouds. "Seeing you, one will never know you've never been on a dick before." He snaps his hips in a punishing rhythm, pistoning on that spot and I convulse as I feel my orgasm near.
"oh God… don't stop p- please" I blab. He grinds against that spot and my vision blackens.
"I'm comi" I manage to gasp before I feel my balls tightens as I feel jets of cum spurts out of my dick in rapid succession. The orgasm drains consciousness from me and I pass out.
I wake up to the sound of keyboard clacking. My eyes are still blurry from sleep so I rub at them to clear them a little. I feel really good, like so good I could almost purr. I stretch a bit, when I couldn't move properly, I look down and I realize there's a duvet on me. I raise the duvet up a bit. I'm still naked but clean. Mal cleaned me up. All traces of cum has been wiped off.
I snicker. What a gentleman.
Post railing is the best. I almost want hum a song. Any song even. Is this what girls feel like after sex? God knows why I didn't discover I am bisexual earlier.
"what's so funny?" Mal says from somewhere in the room and I turn around and spot him on his desk with a laptop. He's wearing just pajamas bottoms. Seeing his sexy ass, brings flashes of him in me and arousal tings my spine and I clench my hole.
"Fuck that hurts." I groan.
He closes his laptop and gets up. He heads over to the bathroom and returns later with an ointment of some sorts and then pull the blanket off me. "turn around?"
I turn on my stomach and I feel his palm on my ass. He spreads it open and exposed my sore hole. "sorry. I have to apply this cream. " he rubs in the cream with a finger. "it will relieve the pain in no time."
I turn to look at him with a goofy smile. "so we can go again?"
He scowls. "no, we're not going again." He leaves my butt and sits on the bed. I sit up and turn to him.
"But why? I enjoyed it, and you also enjoyed it. What's the harm." I snap.
He sighs. "you can't do this with me. This.." he gestures between us. "situationship you want. It's going to spoil things for you."
I fume. This! This same thing I battle with my parents. "you can't know things that are good for me because you're not me. You don't know what is best for me!" I shout.
I struggle to stand up and pulls me back down. "Hey, chill." He laughs. "you're just like my little sister." I glare at him. He raises up his hands in surrender. "I just.. I don't want you to get hurt. I've been in this situation before and it cost me my family. I lost them because I came out as bi. Melbi is the only one that chose to love and accept me for who I am." He releases me and moves to rest his arms on his knees. "I haven't spoken to my parents and the rest of my siblings for ."
All the fight leaves me and I just slump. "what?" my voice cracks. "how could they do that… oh God that's just terrible Malachi." even his family? They abandoned him because he's bisexual? That's horrible. My stomach feels queasy at the thought of my family doing same.
He cups my cheeks. "Hey, I'm okay. I'm okay now. I have my sister with me and that's more than enough. But this is why I don't think we should pursue this. You have a wonderful relationship with your parents and I wouldn't want you to loose it because of this attraction between us. It will break you the way it did me." Wow, I never thought of it like that. What will happen if someone exposes me to my parents. Are they loving enough to ignore my sexuality? "as much as you like to think I don't want you, that's not true. I want you so much." He rests his forehead on mine. "I've wanted you since the day I set my eyes on you." He rubs his nose on mine. "I just don't want to see you in pain because of it Tobi."
Oh shit. So he has been looking out for me all this while even as I kept pestering him. Fuck.
He presses his lips to mine in a brief kiss a and pats my cheek. "I kept clothes in the bathroom for you. Freshen up and there's food incase you want to eat before you go."
I nod. "thanks" murmur and he leaves the room.