I'm on my way to the festival. I hate people hate the way they look at me. I'm a teenager and I'm angry at the world.

But I'm hungry so stopping at the first food cart I see to get some food.

And what do I see? The most handsome boy I've ever seen. And I don't even like boys or girls or anyone at that point in my life. I try to hide behind a lady and what does he do he come to me and greet me. I think to myself please earth swollow me whole. Hi I'm Bernardus how are you... "I can't even answer" I've never talked to a guy this handsome. And then the lady at to food cart asks me if I want to order there's a long line behind me.

I tell Bernardus I'm netty. Order my food and get out of there.

The rest of the day I walked at the Festival I never even saw him or any handsome guy again so I went home, thinking about this boy.

When I got home my susters is smiling and laughing at everything. So annoying and I tell her to piss off I'm not in the mood for her shenanigans tonight, and then she tells me about her new boyfriend. I'm mean what the f@ck do I care about her boyfriend. I went to sleep because tomorrow will be a big day and I need the rest. I'm going on a roller-coaster ride off my life.

A loud noise awake me from the most wonderful dream. Shit the dream was about Bernardus... And I ask myself why, why in the f@ck will I dream about him its not like I'm ever going to see him again.

I get up take a shower and get dressed.,as I enter the living room my susters tells me I must wait before I go her boyfriend is coming over and she want me to meet him. Im really not interested I tel her.

As if I want to meet her idiot boyfriend most of the time she dates the most childish guys on this earth.

And I tell her to piss off I have a date with a donut and coffee in town. And I leave....

In town I walk straight into one off my friends an very old friend. Suzy.

HI Suzy how are you long time...

Yes she said she almost forgot about me.

But I can't forget about the one person that helped me when I needed help.

She tells me she also have a boyfriend and wants to know why I'm all alone but I like it that way... I don't need to tell anyone where I am or where I'm going...

I invite Suzy to join me for a donut and coffee to catch up...

Whe go to the locale coffee shop and she tells me about her family and all her friend or should I say our old friends. We talk for more than an hour.

I order the biggest donut the serve with icing, chocolate and cream. And the biggest coffee the serve. We caught up on all the gossip.

Just as I took the first bite he walks into the coffee shop....