Into the coffee shop comes boy wonder.
Bernardus straight to my table.
I make myself very, very small but that does not help. " hi netty" hi" why did you run away yesterday. I was hungry and don't eat in front of people. Sorry.
As if, but your eating at a coffee shop
"but no one is here and now I'm taking a doggy bag. Because I'm late for a date. ( a date with myself but he doesn't need to know that)
I greet him and Suzy goodbye and out of the shop I go. I can almost kick myself why do I always have to run away and not trust anyone. I leave Suzy and boy wonder alone. I didn't even ask her if she wants to join me.
I go to the bumper cars that will help with my anger. I almost killed myself on that also so. More irritated than before.
I go to the river that runs through the middle off town. It's so nice and quiet out here not a rush off people pushing against each other.
I was sitting there on a tree stump for hours. And decide to go home. As I enter my suster tells me I just missed her boyfriend. He was late this morning because he had to go and get donuts and coffee for his parents. That's when I wondered many we saw him at the coffee shop.
I look at her like an idiot.
What do I care if I missed him or if he was late its not like it's my problem.
1 day left....
Last day at the festival...
I go back to the donut shop and waiting inside is Bernardus waiting for me....
This boy really doesn't get the picture. But what the hell it's my last day in town not like I'm going to see him again after today. And he is super hot plus I don't want to be alone on my last day.
Bernardus gets up and come to me smiling. "it must be the gods that wants us to keep meeting he says"
( or just you that's lustfull I think to myself not saying it loudly)
He ask me if I want the same as yesterday and I say Yes please. I didn't even realize that he saw what i had yesterday.
After our donuts and coffee he asks me if I want to go for a walk around all the attractions at the festival and maby some rides. Okay I said. We went on the bumper carts and swings.
It's the best day ever...
But shit it's my last day...
He wants to walk me home but I tell him no its fine. I will call him later or he can call me...
He takes my hand and pull me in for a hug. Or that's what I was thinking. But it was a kiss. ( I've never been not so angry at the world anymore. When I got home I was thinking about boy wonder.
And then I realized I didn't give him my number and didn't take his... Instint regret...
But if it's meant to be its meant to be...
Maby one day we will meet again...
We had amazing sparks everytime he touched me...