I still can't believe I didn't give him my number..
Am I really that dumb.
Well okay I didn't really want to get to know him. I wanted to be alone forever so that's what I get no number and no contact ever again.
My susters is sad she's leaving her boyfriend behind. And she's crying.
I can't cry because I don't have a boyfriend right...
But I have memories off the best kiss ever. If I think about the kiss my whole body starts to spark again.
600 km till we are home again. And then we go off to school again. At least I have friends there. At home I hate my step-dad he always want to be up in my face. And punishment at home is sitting in my room as if it's punishment I love to sleep so that's what I do when I get punished for something, that is nothing.
But no one believes me when I say I did nothing wrong.
Well 200 km to go...
I'm missing my boy wonder and I'm angry at the gods for letting us meet and go apart again.
But that's live...
Home sweet home...
We get home undress...
Now I have to get my stuff ready to go to school...
And then I'm resting...
My step dad comes in to my room screaming that I have to get up and come help with dinner. (why does he not leave me alone) I get up and start to help my mum none off the other children is helping but I'm the oldest so why bother to ask questions. It will just get me grounded again and I want to go to the mall tomorrow. After dinner I take a bath and go to bed. Tonight I want to dream about my boy wonder...
( DREAM)
" I WALK INTO THE COFFEE SHOP AND BOY WONDER JUMPS UP AND COMES TO ME. HUGS ME AND THEN HE KISSES ME WOW. IT'S SO NICE TO BE IN HIS ARMS AGAIN. AND THEN MY STEP DAD COMES IN TO THE SHOP AND TELLS ME I MUST GET UP AND HELP CLEAN THE HOUSE"
I wake up and think what the f@ck did he really have to come into my dream and mess it up.?
I start to get dressed to go to the mall with my mom. After we cleaned up. To get all our school supplies. First we go to Mc Donalds and get coffee and chips with lots off tomato sauce.
When we come out off Mc Donalds I walk straight into one off my boarding school friends Danny. He takes my hand and pulls me in for a hug. Very excited to see me. Instantly I feel guilty because off the hug. Really don't know why because me and boy wonder was only a one day romance not even a holiday...
I think to myself maybe I should use my friend to help me forget about this wonder boy.
Danny invites us to join him for lunch at one off the restaurants. (my mom dots on this boy "son in law material")
(I don't think so. Lol)
We accept his offer. And agree to meet at the stationary place at 12:00
Time goes by really quickly when you enjoy yourself. 11:55 we are waiting at the shop not even close to be finished with shopping.
15:46
We are done with the shopping...
And going home we had a great time with Danny at lunch. We even agreed that he will pick me up for boarding school tomorrow.
My susters got a call from her boyfriend. Just when I just about forgot a little bit of boy wonder.
I don't think she knows but she isn't going to see her boyfriend in the near future. Maby next year and he is (18) not going to wait for her.
I really wished that I gave boy wonder my number it would have been nice to be chatting with him. Even if it meens we never see each other again.
Well off to bed...
Hopefully to another great dream about boy wonder...