As I close my eyes I start dreaming once again breathing in the air of this world unpolluted by the greed of humanity and I fall into sweet dreams thinking.
'What surprises does heaven have for me I wonder' Tian Feng thus fell into a deep slumber with a gentle smile on his face almost as if he was at peace with the world.
But suddenly the fox who was tired after playing around for so long and decided to sleep on his stomach slowly rose up from him as ''she'' embraced him to keep him warm.
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''Huff huf- huff'' a black haired ''boy'' in tatters robes ''ran'' as ''his'' wings were clipped his once beautiful body in tatters his state could be seen through ''his'' chapped lips blood running down them.
''Damn it just because I was born like this li- like a goddamn abomination of nature I have to go through all this shit was kicking me out of-''
However the self proclaimed abomination of nature couldn't finish ''his'' sentence as the insides of ''his'' robes suddenly became spikes piercing every part of ''him'' that covered ''him'' causing him to feel the pain of sharp jagged like needles piercing ''his'' organs and some of ''his'' pain receptors.
Blood he started coughing up blood as he ''fell'' down from the ''above'' of the ''higher'' at breakneck speed however before he could get a breather a spear shot ''down'' from where from nowhere causing him to vomit out his kidney half of his liver and part of his lungs as he cratered the ground tearing and entire valley asunder.
And sending 16 shockwaves through the planet causing the tectonic plates to shift and create an entire continent by raising up parts of the ocean onto land as to where ''he'' landed 'H- ... Gah. I am d- death not live am I?' That was the only thought ''he'' could have as he coughed and gagged up blood.
However although ''he'' was in such a horrid state ''he'' still trenched on as ''he'' slightly pooled the spear out of himself just enough to get up which caused even more blood to come out ''he'' immediately raced from ''his'' spot using what was left of ''his'' wings to fly as fast as ''he'' could but with a thud ''he'' fell to the ground unable to move any longer and as ''he'' did tears welled up in ''his'' eyes as ''he'' spoke.
''Why why do I even try anymore this world is just a god forsaken world that is destined to be gone in what a few billion years or less depending on what this fucking creatures want to do those horrible things that devour even the concepts that make up whatever we try and use to survive.
Is this horrible world filled with nothing but greedy bastards who only know about their own pleasure killing caused by nothing but pure ignorance and idiocy misery caused by said bastards rape causing those once filled with hope to have nothing but hate despair and envy for those who were spared what such a thing felt like torture which is just cruel for the sake of it with no real meaning if one looks deeper and so- so.... so much more so why do I even keep this up why do I move why.... why- why tell me why goddamn it!?''
As I cried and raved all my pent up feelings a hand a hand yes a hand so gentle and so soft came down upon my head that made me feel warm that made me feel no- it didn't make me feel anything but the person themself did no wrong again it was the sun?
Yes I felt it the warmth of the sun and it's sweet embrace giving me comfort and telling a lolley abomination who should not have been born that everything was alright that everything about me was beautiful and I didn't have to worry about anything and that I- I could get a hug if needed.
My tears fell down as I cried not blood but normal tears as snot came out of my nose and I hugged the man not noticing the spear that made me feel so much pain was gone as I could only cry and hug it- them? no I was hugging my sun as I felt freer and freer ever second a tear of mine fell.
The man at this didn't do anything but embrace me with a smile while saying ''To answer your question you silly child the reason you move forward even if you want to die is simple you want to see it the thing right behind me something that will be here when you die and has been with you since birth''
Once those gentle words came across me I look no more ike I noticed what was behind him it was the sun and it was ''Beautiful'' that was all I could describe it as nothing more nothing less the sun in the sky the fish swimming in the pawn the leafs of trees swaying in the wind and the grass swaying even though it has been seen by me so many times this was the first time I saw it looked at it breathed it and felt it making me feel at peace.
And as I did my black hair a sign of difilince and impurity turned back into golden hair as I gradually started flowing in the wind as it grew my once clipped wing grew feathers as white as doves and as graceful as those of a swan yes this was right everything was right my eyes were finally opened and ''I can see it it's so so so beautiful it warm and it's nice is this what love feels like?''
Once I asked that to myself I could practically sense the smile on the other party as he said ''Now that is up for debate as I can't say I have felt that before but I might know what you are feeling and it's something many yearn for with for think they have it yet notice they can't feel anything but emptiness but in less words your feeling freedom a feeling I would say is better than love' as if you can't be free how can you love?''
At those words I felt as if I needed to ask this question as if I didn't I knew I would regret not ''May I know your name sir?'' at that the man stopped hugging me making me feel lost as he put his two hands on my shoulders as he said with a smile.
''The name is Tian Feng and I will someday hmm... yes I know bring freedom to all in this world and the next giving them the taste of living cause if you haven't felt freedom before how can you say you lived!'' and he said that with a massive smile and with a hardy laugh I asked.
''C- could you perhaps name me sir?'' he looked me up and down nodded then said ''Well since we met like this I'll call you Lucifer by the way it roughly means morning star you best not forget it'' and with that he as if knowing I would follow turned his back to me and said ''That impact you caused sure did a number on a few people so of course we shall help anyone we can find''
I smiled 'As expected of someone with such a soul'