As a child I never had any talent for anything. I've tried many things to succeed in the things I wanted to do.
Yet... It was only wasted effort.
I wanted to show my parents that I could succeed in anything if I practiced enough but I couldn't. I feel like shit. I wanted to die because I'm just disturbing my parents and everyone else with my uselessness.
I only show a fake personality to the people I know. They don't know what I had to do just to survive the years. It may sound like I just a jackass but believe me they have it better than me. I asked for help from everyone but usually it ends up me getting laughed at because I don't know how to do it.
It may sound I'm just complaining about how shitty my life is but what else can I do. But yet I didn't know what was going to happen to me in the future.
This will be my story that I'll tell people in the future. My name is Alex and this is my story on how I a nobody became a famous guitarist.