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Chapter 4 - Chapter 3

[ Same soul, same name ,

New reality and endless pain].

If thinking about it, Dana's mother never had close friends, only devoted love for her work and her husband. Daughter was just a human that she delivered. But it wasn't indifference. Daniela was neither a good nor a bad mother . Her daughter has black hair as her dad, green eyes that Nathan had... That was the case of her love . Yet, she had conflicting feelings about her child. Even more, mixed feelings and behaviour led to uncertainty wether Daniela loved or not her daughter. Sometimes it could be seen as she was trying to be a good one, but lack of knowledge and time she could not spend enough time with Dana That was how covering of the "love" was seeing by Daniela, but her daughter was looking at the opposite side of so-called love. For this girl it was definition of vague. Time, actions, attitudes that were always changing, were hard to understand. She was trying to "suit " herself for mother. The cover was changing as a result confusing Dana with mom's 'love". Maybe it was a reason why Dana couldn't imagine mother in her minds. Because while everything was constant there, her mother with her inconsistency did not suit her imagination .

If talking about Daniela herself , she had really strict parents that abandoned her due to her talentless. May be, to show how good she is, Daniela starts to explore her hometown with the aim of find a treasure that "pirates" left. A little girl realised how perfect her skills were when it came to recognising way to home from endless forest, or find out neighbour's cat. Daniela was proud of herself,but not parents, that wanted from her to be a businesswoman. As a fortune, Daniela pass the university of explorers and became a wife of Nathan that she met there. Just a protest against parents and their wishes, but still she loved exploring.

That is everything that did not hide from the world,but is it all true story? However, it still remains closed, since Dana knows nothing more about it, and has not seen anything more. The same and her mom and dad, who also didn't know much, because sometimes it's so hard to "admit" that there is more than flat picture against person . More than just a daughter, more than just word "family" ,but less than deep sense of happiness of love this family has , or even had...

" He may be right, still i don't know Villy Lain in person, but i don't want to wonder right now about it"

She feels tired, confused and sad. So bad she has not ever felt in her life. Could not cry,and even she can't blame others in the pain. It is her own choice to play with them, to put "card" on the table with the picture of the naive and helpless child ,but with hidden sign of fake in the top left corner of the card. That's why dark and heavy pain, shame and fear eating little soul, that even does not know everything bitter and colourful flavour of the life. Of the life, that just started. Or better, " restarted " with the lie .

For about five minutes it was quiet in the room. Men think that Dana was just trying to recall her memories. But it was far away from the truth. Villy coughed and looked at Dana, in order to "help" the poor girl who was left without parents .

- Don't be so worried, i know it is terrible to lose somebody important as parents... You can have a rest at home... I'll call the doctor, i'll give you some clothes, and you'll go home with grandpa, okay, little lady?

Home?

Smile appeared on the face. Dana nodded and tucked her black hair behind her ears and looked at Villy, into his deep black eyes.

"About which house is he talking? Does he know about the truth, or he is with my grandfather together trying to play with me like a doll?"

After some time, room became the best place to relax. Nobody, but Dana, nothing, but endless thoughts. Nowhere, but in minds. Noone, but Dana that is trying to draw parents in her imagine world.

Closed eyes, head that is lying on the white and soft pillow. She has opened her mouse and silently said:

- Early, i thought there is no place for two of you, but now, there will be only you mom, dad and me. It will be you a cage where I will take you forever, so that at least here you will never leave me alone. Welcome home,

My dear parents,

Hello new reality .

Tuesday, 14:00

The driver opened the door of a spacious white car. Thompson had turned back his head and looked at Dana.

-That is your house, there you have lived and will continue to be there.

Words sounded so strange, but girl wanted to escape quickly from this car and run anywhere, since she almost gave herself away on the way here .

Three and a half hours earlier. The grandfather sat in the front seat, and the granddaughter in the back. As she sat down memories came flooding back , moments of the last seconds that she remembers about accident. She started breathing quickly and impulsively. Clenching her stomach, she bowed her head .

- What happened!?

Thompson asked with a hint of fear and something else incomprehensible.

- i recalled memories... Oh!

She opened her eyes widely and was trying to hide them from the grandfather. She failed, she had already revealed herself. Thompson started to ask what exactly she remembered. However, Dana She shook her head, saying that it was something connected with the car. Pretty reasonable justification as well as pretty close to the biggest failure, maybe. Older man looked really disappointed with such answer. She noticed it and felt fear.

-Mmm, that's a pity...

-What?

Dana really did not like his last words. It looked like he was wary, not denying the fact that she had lost her memory . Maybe.

"Or not? He will look after me from all sides of the house, from each corner. I feel it, it is the same passionate trait that my parents had" How ironically that person was chasing his "reflection".

-Nothing, sit down normally.

He rised his hand like a sign for a driver. And then the silent trip continued to old new house...

This is a big mansion that is full of pathos with money. It is a same as the owner of this house. The colour is in beige and black shades and combinations .

- This is where you will live, or rather continue live.