"Lord, please forgive me, for I have sinned!" These were my last Words.
To some of you this might sound weird or superstitious, but for me, at this moment, it wasn't.
I was never a strong Believer, but I always thought, there must be God out there. So at this Moment, at the Moment I died, I prayed. Even if it was my first and last Time, it was in Hopes of getting into Heaven, if a God exists.
But I was wrong. There is no Heaven, there is no God. Only Emptiness, Nothing.
But that can't be, was everything I did for nothing?
No, it wasn't.
At this Moment, I saw a Light. It was Bright, very Bright. I hear Voices.
"Is that you, God?" I cry out. But nothing. Well, I literally seem to cry. But how?
If I don't have a Body, how can I cry?
Suddenly, my Vision is getting clearer. I look around me. There are People. Is this Room Heaven?
I try to speak, but only crying noises come out.
Helpless, I just lie there with nothing to do.
WHOOSH --- BANG
"What was that?" I ask myself, but no answer. I still can't really see, only a blurry Mess.
Suddenly I hear it again, and again, and again. It doesn't seem to stop. Until I cry.
It stopped. But somehow... something is missing. I don't know what, but I get the feeling that something is missing.
I'm tired, I want to sleep, but how? Normally I know how to sleep, but this Time... this Time it seems like my Body just won't sleep. Do I even have a Body? I must have, how else can I hear, smell and feel. I mean, I can even see a bit. I think I have also tasted something. Or did I? Somehow I can't seem to remember.
Suddenly, someone seems to be talking, it sounds familiar, yet I can't understand a single Word. But there is one Word that Echoes through my Head. "Lyara" I don't know why, but when that Word is called the noises get louder and I see Silhouettes standing around me, some kind of Shadowy Figures. How long do I need to endure this? Is this Hell?
It's weird. I can see better now. And I can even understand some Words. I can feel more and I am able to differentiate Voices and Objects. But one Thing I have also felt is the Reason why I feel something is missing. I don't have anything down there. My Genitals are missing. Or at least it seemed like it, but when I felt for it, I felt something else. Somehow, I am a Girl. So, is this Heaven?
No, it's not. It can't be. There must be something else to this.
I can see fully now and I am able to crawl. I can think a bit more now. I can hear clearly now and I can even speak a few Words. Somehow I can even understand their Language now. It seems like they call me Lyara.
There can only be one reason for that. Either I became an Angel, or I got reincarnated. Now that I think of it, it makes sense. First I couldn't see or hear clearly. Then I could hear and think more clearly. Now I can even speak a bit. It's like the Evolution of a Baby.
But how? How did I reincarnate? Is there a God? And if yes, did he forgive me? But if he did, why do I get reincarnated with my Memories intact? Is there more to it? I don't know and I don't want to know, at least not for now.
I still need to get my Thoughts and Feelings together.
I am a Girl now. I am a Girl now. I got reincarnated and I'm living a new Live.
I look around, something I have not realized is, there seem to be no Technical Apparats. Don't tell me I not only reincarnated, but also traveled back in Time?
I guess only Time will tell.