Leo's POV
Damn, I don't think I've ever felt embarrassed before, not like that anyway She smiled at me as I took her hand and helped her in her big claw foot tub, her whole body seemed to melt in as her head laid back over the edge. I leaned over her and kissed her forehead to say goodbye.
I got in my SUV and took off to get Lilly and I dinner while I mind linked Dom to see how the pack was: Hey brother, how are things going?
"How are things going? That's the first thing you say to me? I've been over here stressing my soul out over whether or not you will be okay and you ask how are things going?" His voice was frantic and angry but I didn't take offense at the disrespect because I knew he was just afraid for his brother and Alpha so I replied: Okay first off calm down, second you're right and I'm sorry, I should have contacted you sooner to let you know whats happening.
I could feel him calming down as his breathing slowed and I continued to get all the information out as quickly as I could to put him at ease: Obviously you know I showed her who I am yesterday and she passed out, well once we made it back to her house and after a small misunderstanding I helped her in bed and she wanted me to hold her so I did all night. Than we hung out all day and have been bonding, in other words, she is starting to accept me.
"That's great Leo and I really truly couldn't be happier for you, but you know you will need to make an appearance here at the pack house with her showing she is accepting it and very soon or they will send someone." I knew what he said was true but it still pissed me off, I took a deep breath as to not take it out on him and replied: I know and I will. I ended the link abruptly and kept driving.
I was trying to figure out what I should get for dinner, I hadn't even thought to ask her what kind of food she wanted so just to be safe I decided to go to my favorite Chinese place, I think everyone likes Chinese so I thought it would be a safe bet. I picked up food which was about 10 minutes away from Lilly's house and when I returned I was trying to decide if I should knock or just walk in, I decided I'd just go in seeing as how she was having a hard time moving and she might still be in the bath. I took two steps in the house before hearing her scream, I dropped the food and jetted up the stairs to the bathroom I kicked the door open as someone jumped out of her window.
Lilly's POV
I was completely relaxed in the bath and reached up with my foot to turn the knob and put more hot water in till I could see my legs turning red. I turned it again and returned my leg to the warmth of the water and melted into into a deep sleep. I opened my eyes slowly to find myself in Leo's bedroom How the fuck did I get here? I stood up and saw the early evening sunlight seeping through the blinds, dust in the air showing the lights path and making it glow even brighter gave me a feeling of warmth as I took in details of the room I hadn't noticed before.
I walked out of the room and started to walk down stairs when I heard a low growl, looking to the bottom of the staircase I saw Leo's wolf he saw me and he started stalking towards me, his teeth were showing, drool sliding down them to the ground as he growled at me. I started walking backwards: Nice doggy. He barked at me viciously Note to self never call a Werewolf a doggy, they.. do not like it! I tripped on a step and fell backwards just as I was about to fall Leo's arms wrapped around me, I looked up at him and his eyes welled with tears: Leo whats wrong, its okay! He shook his head as he stood me back up before saying: No, its not Lilly, you're afraid of me and if you cant accept all of me, you get none of me. He abruptly let go, forcing me forward without him to lean on. He turned and walked down the steps as I called out to him: Leo don't go! PLEASE COME BACK! LEO NO! NO! NO! I screamed and screamed but he wouldn't turn back to me.
I fell to the ground my head in my hands and let out one last scream as I heard a crash and jumped awake to find myself in the bath once again my heart was pounding but I couldn't think of that right now. Leo had broken down my bathroom door to get to me and was by my side his back against me looking for the threat. I was just so happy that he was there that I reached out wrapping my arms around him as I kept involuntarily inhaling sharply from crying so hard: Um… Lilly… Your choking me baby.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Leo I do accept you for you, all of you even if it puts me in danger, just don't go again, please don't leave again." I loosened my grip for him to turn towards me his eyes full of concern as my breath continued to shudder in my chest.
"I only left to get food, I'm not really going anywhere. What happened?" He wiped the tears away from my face as I proceeded to tell him about the nightmare I had had, I told him that no matter how much I had begged he wouldn't come back to me: I know I am slightly afraid of your wolf but I also know you would never hurt me, I just cannot be without you.
"Lilly I don't think you understand, my wolf and I share a soule but he has his own consciousness, however; like me he loves you, and wouldn't want to hurt you. He is just as much your mate as I am. We can feel what each other feels, like his excitement every time he see you or smells you. We both Love you and would never hurt you." Every time Leo explained something new to me I was comforting to know the facts but scary and confusing because with each confession cam 2 more questions and I couldnt help but ask: So what is his name?
He pulled his head back smiling and eyes wide: He.. He doesn't have one. My brows knitted together as I looked at him some what annoyed: Well that's not fair, he's just stuck in your mind and he doesnt even get a name? His brows raised as he smiled at me which annoyed me more because it felt like he was making fun of me. I rolled my eyes and turned my head as he put his arms around my naked body getting his shirt wet and pulling me in to kiss the side of my head as he let out a small laugh.
I was now painfully aware of how naked I was, yes he had helped me undress and get in the tub but that was just him being helpful this was different, his hands were touching my naked body and I started to feel a heat between my legs just like in my dream, I pulled away momentarily feeling embarrassed but in turn a look of dejection came across his face and I could see he felt rejected. The fear of losing him was now stronger then my embarrassment and before he could get up I pulled him into a kiss, his lips crashing into mine as I threw as much passion behind it as I could so there wouldn't be a doubt in his mind where I stood. As I kissed him, I felt his arm slide slowly down and up my back, his other hand was on my thigh as I held tightly to his shirt I took the hand from my thigh pulling it slowly to my breast giving him permission to explore my body, I felt my body tighten as it threatened to explode and I involuntarily moaned. I could feel his muscles tighten as he became aroused and his hand once again reached for my thigh, slowly moving its way down my inner thigh as my breathing started to become erratic and I felt myself closer to the edge I suddenly heard: Lilly! Are you here? Sam yelled from the front doorway and shut the door behind her. I jumped feeling completely mortified Ugh its my home why am I feeling embarrassed I looked at Leo who gave me a questioning look asking what I wanted him to do: Can you go down before she comes up and tell her I'll be right there?