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Chapter 12 - Past life still tortures me

Lei Zhen was sleeping peacefully but his mind ran wild. He remembered how his dignified shizun was under his body.

He never feels any guilt towards his actions. His actions were fierce and unbearable. Feng Yi used all his willpower to not let him touch his body. But Lei Zhen was a hungry wolf in the wild. He will certainly never let him go until he eats till his full.

When they both exchanged hundreds of moves. Lei Zhen offered to kill himself and his young boy who was five or six years old at that time. The cute baby, Feng Zhi was under the care of his aunt and uncle. He wanted to kill him as well. He doesn't know how he became a demonic like that, the blood thirsty demon even wanted to kill an innocent child. Because that child was Feng Yi's only property.

Feng Yi never begs or kneels in front of anyone. The immortal god Feng Yi, first time in his life, feels so helpless that he wants to save the people and the child. He knelt in front of Lei Zhen and only asked one thing" Let this child go, u hated me, just kill me, don't kill other innocent people"

Off Lei Zhen would never want to kill any innocents, but when he saw that Feng Yi fought against him just to keep others safe. He really wants to destroy the world, so in Feng Yi's eyes, there will be only one person, Lei Zhen. The king of two realms, emperor of Lotus Cave, leader of Chang'an Peak, the demon seed.

He really wanted to kill Feng Yi so his hater for him would be buried inside, but not that easily, he would be tormented and humiliated, he would break under his body, not that easily

The person he genuinely admired, loved, and respected with all his heart, pushed him down the mountain so that he would never come back alive. But why does he want to do this with me? Why he wanted to kill me so desperately? Just because I loved him? There are so many questions that he never asked him. He doesn't know why but he only knows he doesn't want any answers. He only wants to ask did Feng Yi regret?

He spends five years in that peak, without food, water, or air to take a breath. There was only a black-grey mist surrounding the whole peak. Which is demonic, he took a breath but it only hurt him, his lungs were numb, and his heart was racing and aching so badly. His eyes were misty, he was only seventeen years old boy, and he could not bear such hard pain, his limbs he felt were breaking, the heart he once owned like heavens, and the desires he held in them, were all blackened in an instant.

That day he felt only hatred in his heart, without any desires, no love, no respect, the flower he grew in his heart collapsed. That day he only wanted revenge for his grievances. He wanted to end this world.

He took the jade scroll from there and started his demonic path. He closed his eyes and gave a sinister smile to Feng Yi. And told him to do self-destruction!

That day he kept him in prison first then he kept him bound in the dragon bed. Feng Yi doesn't like vulgar verbs to describe how he looks under his body. He didn't want to see what he looked like. But Lei Zhen won't let him go so easily.

He used different types of jade toys, inserted in his body one by one. Feng Yi felt extreme pain, it was the first time he to done such type of thing, he never known about sex, he only knew that the Dao mates would kiss, hug, and stay with each other for the rest of their lives. But Feng Yi felt his body was cut from the inside with warm jade.

There was blood on everyone, Lei Zhen did not let him go after that, he used his two fingers to give him more pain, and then he lifted his hips up and thrust into his bloody point. He moved slowly then faster, later he used hundreds of different types of methods to fuck his shizun.

He touched the milky white chest, gently touching that make Feng Yi tremble. But how can Lei Zhen let him go so easily, he was satisfied with the response. His hands were like a wolf with sharp nails measuring the body inch by inch, he used his fingers brushing them up and down in his abdomen to increase his sensitivity.

He sucked the two red fruits on his chest, kissed them lightly and started biting and chewing them.

Feng Yi's eyes were closed but the rims were red. Lei Zhen can clearly feel, he is about to cry. But the more he looked the more became like an animal. He bites his Adam bob hard that blood oozing out. After the last he released in him. But that make Feng Yi moan 'um'

Feng Yi slowly opened his blurry eyes, his hands and feet were weak, he was completely paralyzed in bed, his limbs were cold. Totally naked lying on the floor and fainted there.

Next morning Lei Zhen opened his eyes and found himself in his master room. He don't remember what happened last night but he remembered the dream he had. Is it dream or real? Am I dreaming? Am I not dead then? His head was hurting he felt like he was back in those years when he was a king. Soon he saw Feng Yi open the door.

"Sober"

Lei Zhen looked at him and said "Yes" his head was hurting so much. But soon he remembered why he came here, his lower body was hard due to the dream. He doesn't wanna think about it. But Feng Yi's question made him speechless for a moment

"Why did you come here last night"

"Shizun I, I came here to ask about shizun injury" Although it was not a lie, he was thinking about that day when he came to save him but that thing just made him fall for him even more. He thinks he repaid him while taking care of him but now it seems like it is not true.

Feng Yi was a little skeptical, his was expressionless " I see"

"…." Lei Zhen looked at him. Just what do you mean by I see? He did not think much about it and didn't want to spend more time with his shizun in a room with such a sorry state of his lower body.

"I bought medicine for shizun" After giving it he ran away from the room.

Feng Yi looked at the funny scene, he gave a small smile. It was a beautiful smile like a flower. He took the medicine bottle from the table and checked it. He is clumsy with his injuries. The blade marks and all those injuries still hurt him. But he seems like he doesn't feel any pain. He didn't want to show anyone, this was his bad habit of him.

The wounds were black in color, he just applied the ointment on his shoulder and abdomen.

Lei Zhen knew how clumsy he was so he made the best medicine for him. Although he was not good at making medicine, in his previous when he became a king, he learned a lot of secret formulae to make cures.

Thus he wanted to apply it on him last night but he was too drunk and forgot to tell him. He also wanted to fuck him when he gonna undo his clothes for him. But he was happy that he didn't let him do it.

In the evening after having his meal, he went to find his shizun again, this time he went to give him a bowl of antidote for demonic poison which was still in Feng Yi's body. He even added some sweet dew in it, because he knew his shizun hated the bitter stuff.

An Zhi came to his side, he was a little speechless and didn't know why Lei Zhen was holding a bowl of medicine.

"A Lei what is this for?" he asked while smiling.

He is also a handsome young boy, with almond round eyes lifted upwards, Thin pouty lips, white clean skin and a thin, small nose. His facial features were handsome yet also can say beautiful.

Lei Zhen looked at him and smiled. He remembered in his last life how this fellow guy died. Because the person he loved wanted to kill Lei Zhen at that time and fought till his last An Zhi was crying, holding his body. He cried till he lost consciousness. He then fought back with Lei Zhen and died miserably. His body was not intact when found, Feng Yi found his body parts and made a tomb for him, buried him with his lover.

He remembers that he did not get a chance to marry the person he loved. He did not get a chance to grow old with him. He felt a wave of guilt in his body. He nodded and said

"This is for shizun"

He remembers that in his last life during the new year when his shizun was away, he found out about the An Zhi relationship with the direct discipline of the Tai sector. He was supposed to be the next leader of Mount Tai.

But right now he made a choice that he don't want to go in old path again. Don't want to slaughtered the innocent people. So he won't kill him but instead, he will help him with all his might to arrange a proper wedding for both of them.

An Zhi doesn't know why Lei Zhen looking at him like that. He felt like there was something in Lei Zhen's mind right now. Might be because of shizun he just lost in thoughts. They both were waiting outside the hall because there was an important meeting in the sector with Elders.

Everyone knows that this meeting is for the upcoming New Year festive. Because a lot of new disciplines have just entered and sector reputation is increasing day by day.

Even some sectors made a plan to come here for the small haunting game. The haunting game is just for fun there's no competition but it's just for the disciplines to learn new things under the watch of their elders.

Lei Zhen was still waiting, so he turned to talk with An'Zhi "An'Zhi do you like someone" he said while giving a small smile.

An'Zhi looked at him his face turned red due to his shyness. He lowered his eyelashes and said shyly " O-Ofc I do"

But this time Feng Yi was standing behind Lei Zhen. They didn't notice the arrival of the third person.

" I wanted to have a good talk then, haha, come to my room tonight"

He just said that but Feng Yi's expression turned cold he felt a surge of jealousy in his heart. He didn't know what they were talking about he just heard about liking then An'Zhi admiting that he do and now talk in privacy? Is that person he liked now then what about Yue Shi?

He was confused that the person he loved all of sudden, used one's emotions and then threw it like a paper. He knows that Lei Zhen is still young so he is kind of confused in love and due to his overwhelming lust, he just runs after another person.

"Both of you done talking about love? What are you two doing here?" he said coldly. His tone was harsh and cold.

Both of them were stunned because An'Zhi didn't want to tell his shizun that he loved a man. He knew that whenever A Lei went to a brothel to spend a night with a man. His Shizun hates it, if he knew about mine then what would happen to me?

Lei Zhen was calm but stunned that he did not notice any footsteps approaching him. He knew his shizun had a god-like root which is Ice, he is also known as an 'arrogant immortal' Is his shizun cultivation so high that his kneen ears can't even tell when that man is approaching?

He said warmly " Shizun this discipline brings the medicine for you, it's still warm, please drink it"

Feng Yi looked at the bowl then at Lei Zhen's face then glanced at An'Zhi. An'Zhi's face was paled because he was still thinking about the punishment he would get. But Feng Yi did not drink it, he felt disgusted and went to his pavilion.