They both don't know what happened to the Shizun. But An'Zhi was glad that his shizun did not ask anything about love and did not even punish him. He knew Lei Zhen was different, the punishment he get is minor then others got in same mistake. Because Lei Zhen is the only nephew of Sector Master. Li Xin dotes on his nephew too much, he scolded him but will never hurt him. He gave him all types of permissions and freedom.
But An'Zhi is different he is not an important figure for anyone. Their clan was destroyed completely a decade ago. There shizun was only seventeen years old when he fought against the demons in Mount Tai. The Sector Leader of Mount Tai, Tai Hung, gave him the offer to join his sector as an Elder but Feng Yi refused it. Because he wanted to travel and help the needy people as much as possible.
Others don't know about this story of Feng Yi, nor did he try to explain it to anyone, people are so arrogant that they even dare to call him 'Cold hearted' or 'Arrogant immortal' but he doesn't care about any name they gave. They are so ruthless, that they use all their powers just to save the world but the world will call their benefactor an Arrogant person. How would someone feel if they sacrificed their life, innocence, and luxurious life just to be called a Cold demon?
Only An'Huan and An'Zhi know that Feng Yi was also a happy person, he was also a person who felt pain, joy, and sorrow. He also has feelings, he also has a heart, and he is a human, not a toy. They know why their shizun turned into a cold person but his heart is pure as jade as always. But he also knows that his shizun is a short-tempered person. He didn't want to take any type of risk, he respected him so much.
Feng Yi joined the sector because he had nowhere to go, he didn't want to make a name for himself. But he only wants to help the needy people on time. An'Zhi was still in a daze, his eyes were misty after thinking of those days, he lowered his head and was about to take a step when someone called him.
"An' Zhi what are you doing here with this bastard?"
This person was none other than the proud son of sector master Li Sheng. He was sick for so long and now he was ok. He just joined the dinner with them for a short period of time and did not have a chance to talk with them. Now looking at him An'Zhi smiled and said
"Young master, how are you feeling now?"
Li Sheng came forward, he raised his chin while looking at them "How am I looking? Look I'm better now, but you both did not answer me. What are you both doing here? There was a private meeting don't tell me you both are sneaking to hear"
Lei Zhen started laughing that his cousin was so dumb, he thought that we were sneaking like there were some sort of magical spells forming. Huh!
Hearing his laugh, Li Sheng's face was ashen and he glared angrily " You bastard what's so funny? I will tell shizun then, I will see how you gonna laugh"
Hearing of his shizun, Lei Zhen stopped laughing and said sincerely " Look what's in my hand"
Li Sheng saw a bowl of medicine which was cold now, he frowned because he did not understand, why he had come here" What's that? Are you going to poison someone?" he said mockingly.
A Huan came from inside with a bundle of scrolls. She saw this scene and smiled " I guess brother Zhen, this is for shizun right?"
Li Sheng did not know that his shizun was injured, his face turned pale, he didn't know what happened to his shizun. All of these three disciplines love and respect their shizun very much but also fear not going closer to him only Lei Zhen was the exception, he dared to do those things that others wouldn't.
He asked, " What happened to shizun, he is fine."
Lei Zhen " See, you only saw him standing, sitting, walking, and talking and felt he was ok but that's not true. He pretended he didn't feel any pain and showed us he was not weak, there were some injuries he got in Mirror Lake so I prepared the medicine to cure the poison inside his body"
The three of them were speechless for a while because it was true they all thought that shizun was ok but they never imagined that their shizun would act in front of everyone.
Indeed Feng Yi was in pain, and when he went to his room he spit some blood. His heart was aching so badly. He doesn't know what to do. After trying so hard, he still loved him.
The person who will go left to right and then right to left when he wants to, will play with feelings, why do I have to love him? Indeed I held him in my heart for so long, only that person is the only one who understands me and respects me but now what happened to him, did he get tired?
Feng Yi was afraid of his own uncontrollable emotions which were like a surging flood. Only his strength was there as the wall to prevent it from breaking off. If there was even a slight movement in his footing, then the floodwater would immediately breakthrough. But now it was too late for him.
His emotions were unstable, for how many years did I hide those feelings now whenever he heard that the person he loved, loved others the most whenever he thought about these feelings it was the most bitter and painful for him.
He really wanted to control these types of feelings. He doesn't know why he rejected the medicine, Lei Zhen made for him but he only that if he does a single thing in return for him, there would be a day sooner when Feng Yi would lose his control and Lei Zhen would know how Beasty his shizun thoughts are for him.
He doesn't want such a day to come when he will die, the wounds he's getting from Lei Zhen in his heart and for him to protect him are enough. Yet one wound heals, the other came cross. He really felt disgusted at that moment first he was flirting with An Zhi then turned towards me to give me medicine. Why!
He sat down and there was a sudden knock on his door, he already guessed it was Lei Zhen but to his surprise, it was not. A Huan held a bowl of medicine in one hand and on the other there were a few scrolls.
She gave him while telling him that Lei Zhen made it again for Shizun. He said that it is necessary for shizun to drink otherwise the poison would spread and would reach his heart sooner.
So Feng Yi had no choice because he already turned his goodwill once again if he did then everyone would think that I was going hard on my own discipline who was trying to be respectful.
He drank the medicine, and to his surprise, it was not bitter as its color seemed so, it was mildly sweet and mildly bitter. The perfect way to decode the prescription.
He was still thinking about the Yue Shi. He didn't know why they broke up or what had happened. He was not a man who would mingle in others' business but when it came to Lei Zhen he really wanted to know in detail or even not in detail, he just wanted to hear from Lei Zhen, and whatever he said, Feng Yi would believe him without any second thoughts.
He was still in his deep thoughts when Li Sheng came in "Shizun this discipline pays his respect, I wanted to ask shizun how he is feeling now, I heard that shizun was heavily injured, I-I bought some medicine and ointments for shizun"
He said sincerely because when he heard about it he ran back to his mother and asked for all types of good medicines from her. Because he wanted to give it to his shizun.
Feng Yi looked at those bundles of medicine in a daze, he could smell the bitterness from them. His facial expressions were calm from the outside but from the inside he felt like vomiting. Because he can't bear to smell such a strong bitter odor.
He didn't want to hurt his discipline goodwill so he calmly accepted a few of them and returned back. He didn't want such a huge bundle of medicine which was enough to cure hundreds of people.
"I am the only one who is injured, not the whole sector, so gave them to the sector master, I don't need too many medicines, I accepted this one, but don't bring so many again in the future till I don't say I need"
"Yes shizun, this discipline was at fault"
"Mn, not your fault, hows ur blood and qi now"
" Shizun it's better now"
" Mn, then cultivate yourself more, after a year you have to go and win the holy weapon, remember that be strong enough to help the needy, even if you don't win, I don't blame you"
"Shizun, I-I will never- let you down, thank you for your teaching"
He was a little afraid because he didn't know what to say or what to say so in front of his shizun he always talked with precautions.
"Mn if there's nothing, you can go back and prepare yourself "
" yes shizun" he went back toward the peak.
Lei Zhen was standing in shades with An'Zhi near the kitchen, An'Huan came with the empty bowl in her hand. She smiled and said "All done" and showed them an empty bowl.
An'Zhi was happy but Lei Zhen was ashen. He knew it, that his shizun always looked down on me, didn't like me, hated me, but to this extent. It was a bit too much, when I offered it he refused, dare not ask why I was giving him this medicine but when An'Huan gave him, he drank it all in one gulp. Just because of love and hate? Such a big difference.
This was not enough, Li Sheng came smiling and told them everything his shizun told him. He was happy that his shizun trusted him so much and cared about him so much.
Lei Zhen just again started to fall for him, but he was happy that the delusion he started to create again broke before turning strong enough. He smiled bitterly, Just because Feng Yi kicked me down, I never got the chance to participate in the crown ceremony, and just because of him I couldn't able to get a holy weapon.
In his past life, Lei Zhen never got a chance to get a holy weapon. After becoming the strong demon, he went to get a holy weapon that would suit his demonic seed as well as his fire roots. But he never got any good weapon. Then he went to Mirror Lake to open an array for two realms and got a chance to get the Kai sword from there.
Every normal cultivator after getting their sword will crowned. But in his last life, he doesn't have any family members. So he just made a statue of his mother and father, he made a scroll for himself, placed it in the hand of his mother, a crown made of jade placed in the hand of his father, then he performed all the rituals alone in a room with two statues. That couldn't talk, walk, show emotions, or give him some warmth.
He felt cold and lonely, he even cried so much. But he was happy that he got a sword, even though his age was Twenty-two that year but his heart was like a child with a desire to get home.
His desire was to have someone to love him, it was simple, not difficult yet the world made him ruthless to the point that he even started to forget which day is today and which year is today. Every day there would be a bloody battle, every day he would kill hundreds or thousands of people.
This was how he had spent all those nights and days in his previous life but now he didn't have such a life again, it was ok if Feng Yi didn't love him, it would all be fine if he kicked him down the mountain, but he only wants to ask afterward how he felt when he kicked me?