Part 1
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I am Janu. I am 16 yrs old and I love watching movies. I am mostly into drawings and for some reason, I started writing a diary. I don't think I am Anne Frank but still I really couldn't find out what made me to do this. I just feel like I am a female protagonist and something is making me to write this. I feel death is haunting me since a very young age. I don't know why but every time I think about death, it makes me more nervous and worried that I wouldn't be able to see and experience many things in life. Today is 19 April, 2023 and it is my sister's birthday. It's 12 o clock wish her first. She is sleeping and I wanted to so I can't do that. Ofcourse, I drafted a mail wishing her but I couldn't make up to wish her in person. It's okay. Let's end this up. I want to share my life story with you. Here you go:-
Today I felt as if I am a female lead in a kdrama and this thought is driving me crazy. I want to know if magic could really exist in this world. Maybe this sounds childish and immature but to a certain extent, I just feel like I would be able to get into a comic book and live like a princess. One thing I feel bad about myself is I know the reality but still would love to be in dreams and start imagining things that would never happen. I'm very less into social media and I only have YouTube and Whatsapp. I watch many videos and shorts in YouTube and I always wanted to have a channel and wanted to be a self made celebrity. Ofcourse, I didn't have a chance for it as I belong to a orthodox Hindu family and I don't even dare to ask about it to my father. I am a person who has no thoughts on religion and caste differences but my family does. Keeping my life going in this way, one day I suddenly found something unexpected. It's night 9:00, I was walking on the road in a way to my home where we barely find a man living in that place. It's almost like a place near dump yard and I found a man killing someone. I immediately hid beside a wall. He looked young, and had shouted a lot while killing. His voice represented a lot of vengeance. I was scared. He looked so terrible and I noticed a chain on his neck. I couldn't see his face as it is covered with mask. But his body structure and dressing style seems to be more modern. The nerves on his hands and his trousers made him look young. Surprisingly, after killing that person, he suddenly disappeared. While killing, he left his chain over there. This chain is so familiar to me. Why? Is it the chain of Joe's brother?
Why is he having it? Joe and I are just friends but I never thought that his brother will be the primary suspect in this case. Who is the murderer? Why was he killing that person?
How did he disappear? And why does he have that chain? Something is going wrong. It's just being unpredictable. I have to think about this.
It means I have to go through my past from
joining my college to break up with Joe. Let me just recall it.