It's my first year in college and everything seems to be very new. I am turning pale and getting nervous. My first day in college didn't go as well as I thought. I was eating an icecream 🍦 and found a group of guys. They started bullying me. I didn't know what to do. Then suddenly a boy from the group called up a name very loudly. Maybe he is the captain of that ship. That is the first time I met Joe. He was cute, tall, fit, youthful and muscular. He was having an attractive, well-proportioned, and imposing appearance suggestive of health and strength; good-looking in simple words:a handsome man. Maybe I have a crush on him. But, it seems to be more than crush. Then he slowly came towards me. I was turning on and he came more closer to my lips. I closed my eyes and I saw him cleaning my lips 👄 which had an icecream on it. Damn! I was scared.😳 I immediately ran away from there and entered in to the classroom. There I sat down on the last bench and kept thinking about this. Then Maths lecturer entered the class. While he was teaching, as a part of youth festival, Joe came up and explained about it. Then I came to know that he is my senior. I was hiding behind my classmates. His voice was booming and his tone and pitch were absolutely amazing 🤩. Then he suddenly pointed me out and called my name. This was an intense moment between us. I was looking into his eyes and he was asking me to be the class representative and personal assistant for this festival 🎎. I am soo happy that I never expected to be beside my crush.
Then he asked me to come to him in lunch break. Ofcourse I answered him yes. During lunch break, I went to him. I wanted to flirt with him and therefore I went close to him. He was taking few steps back and I went forward moving close to him. At last when he had a wall behind him and couldn't move, I whispered in his ears asking him what is the job I had to do. Initially, I was also scared to take this step but later I realised that I loved him and what I did is not a mistake. I had lunch together with him and his boys gang. It was a very cute moment in my life. Next day, I went to college, and another group was ragging me. They were coming close to me, making me uncomfortable. Then he stood by my side. And out of the blue, his hand flid onto my waist. I was under his arms and he was looking into my eyes desperately as if he realised something important in his life. He had a fight with them and he gave his coat making me to feel secured. He took me to the class and asked if I am on my period or not. I didn't realise how he knew about it. Then I understood that there was a stain on my back and I tied the coat on my waist. He closed his hands asked me to chose left or right. I picked left and he gave a chocolate. It comforted me a lot. The sparkle in my eyes made both of us delightful and then I asked what was there in right hand. Then he immediately put his right hand on my neck and kissed me. He was grabbing my waist, was holding my neck. He was taking out the scrunchy and left my hair. I could smell his perfume and he slowly started touching my hips, tasting my lips, and sensitively holding my cheeks with his fingertips. I just felt as if I was in a kdrama and this is my first kiss in my life. After this, he proposed me and said that he liked everything in me from taking the responsibilities to caring my loved ones. I had no thought of saying no to him and regretting about it later. He is a hardworking, smart, handsome and ofcourse like cute boyfriend. We are now in a relationship. I wanted to a secret relationship and he accepted it. After starting our relationship, everything was going so smoothly and after 1 month, he met with an accident. It was a car accident and his body was full of blood. I was frightful, terrible, sad, dreadful and it was a tragic and horrible accident. My words for him are never ending. Our relationship is not just explainable. He always used to cuddle me, and treat me so well that when I am on my period, he gave me chocolates and understood my mood swings. His accident made me feel the dreadful part of my life. When I went to hospital, I came to know that he is dead.🥀 I wanted to die with him. I want to die. Die and die. I could find no other reason to live. Like every kdrama, there is love and misery but the story starts now. The show begins here with twists and turns.
***Spoilers:- Joe's brother killed Joe***
*** Someone from the future enters the past and meets me in the present***
*** My family is killed***